The story between Cam and I so far...Part 2

I'm really sorry that I haven't blogged in a good while. Just been dealing with my ex (the navy guy) school and work. I really haven't done anything "unusual" lately. Just messed with the same guys. But before I start blogging about them, I want to finish Cam and I. I know some of you are tired hearing of him. Sorry. Than just skip this story...

We made out for a good while on the hood of Cam's car. Than he pulled me off and we walked holding hands up to my apartment. As soon as we walked in E hugged us and kissed each of our cheeks. (He was drunk)
He was saying how happy he was we had made up and how "cute" we were together. Cam just looked at me, smiled and kissed me. Shortly afterwards E went into my room to go to sleep on my bed. We went to the sofa, laid down and talked. We talked for a good long while about everything between us. How to we felt about each other. We decided to to try to remain friends and whatever happens, happens. He told me he had to leave because he had to get to his dad's place, We hugged and gave each other another kiss. He left and I went to bed. He was gone for the weekend. I hung out with friends and told them everything that happened. He came back Monday but drove directly to work. After work he called me asking if he could come by my place. He wanted to see me. He hadn't seen or spoken to me all weekend and missed me. He came by around midnight. I opened the door and he walked in and gave me a huge hug and kiss. We didn't even say a word. It was like in  the movies. We kissed from the doorway to my bedroom, leaving a trail of clothing all the way. We hardly said a word. The entire time we kept looking into each others eyes. Slowly kissing each other making and making love. We were on my bed. I had my legs wrapped around his waist. He was on top of me, hugging me. Slowly fucking me. It was slow and passionate. But I could feel him all the way inside of me. I could hear him breathing in my ear.
"You feel so good, Jase." Cam whispered in my ear.
"I want to feel every inch of you. I love the way you feel inside of me."
Than Cam slowly started to push into me. I could feel him going in deeper. I let out a light moan and bit down on his shoulder. He moaned even louder. He started to fuck me harder.I could feel his cock sliding in and out of me. I squeezed down on his cock and milked him with my ass.
"Oh, my God. Fuck."
"Fuck me Cam."
He kissed me and pushed in deeper. I gently bit his shoulder and neck. He stared fucking me harder. I wrapped my arms and legs around him. He bit down on my shoulder and that turned me on even more.
"I'm gonna fuck you so hard!"
He fucked me for a bit longer. Than he turned me around. We made love and fucked for the rest of the night. By the time we fell asleep and woke up, we were covered in bite marks. We had them on our chest, neck, back and shoulders. Everything was good well. We were getting closer and having a lot of sex. It was as we were becoming a couple. We had just finished working out and decided to grab a bite to eat. We were eating and talking about E inviting us to his b-day party. We were both excited to go. Cam just kept looking at me the entire time. I asked him what was wrong. He said nothing but he was just thinking.
"What are you thinking about?"
"Us."
"Us? What do you mean us? Like me and you, us?
"Well, I actually mean you."
"Me? What abut me? What did I do?"
"Nothing. You didn't do anything. I was thinking about when we first met."
"Really, why?"
"I was thinking how you saved me."
"Huh?"
"Well, the day we met I was actually depressed. I was at home feeling kinda depressed and lonely. I decided to go out and walk around. I didn't know where but figured since I lived near by, The Domain would be as good as any. That's when I ran into everyone and met you. You cheered me up. You helped me. You brought me out of my depression. You were there for me when I needed someone to be there for me. Thank you. You have no idea how much you mean to me."

I smiled at him. He leaned over the table an kissed me and smiled back. We just looked at each other, smiled again and kept talking about E's party. We went to E's party the following weekend. It was a blast! We all hung out and talked and actually got along all night. Cam and I were all over each other like boyfriends. We made each other drinks, held hands, hugged and kissed all night. We acted completely...in love. Even on the ride home we held hands. He even leaned over and kissed me a few times. He led me up the stairs to my place holding hands. We walked in and walked into the bedroom. Made love all that night and the next morning. Everything was going great. I'm sorry to say but I never liked Cam's roommate to begin with. I was seriously thinking about asking Cam to move in with me. We were going everywhere and doing everything together. We'd take his car or my Jeep. He was spending 4 or 5 days out of the week with me. He would spend the night, go to class, than work and come right back to my place. We would cook together. He'd make me dinner when I got home. He would buy dinner when we didn't feel like cooking. Like I said, everything was going great. Friends and myself have pictures of us on their Facebook. In each picture everyone says we look so happy together. And I honestly thought we were slowly becoming a couple. It was all about "us". Him and I. But I guess I was wrong. It wasn't until July 4th weekend, when everything changed.

The story between Cam and I so far...

Making this story into several parts. Depending how long this lasts. I know I said I wouldn't blog about this until it was finished. But it hasn't finished...yet.

As many of you know Cam is the one that has been occupying my all my time. That's why I haven't posted anything on the blog. I haven't had sex with anyone else but him. Some of it was just a fuck and some was...making love. Yes, I said it. Making love. He has me all twisted up. In mind, heart and sometimes it feels like my body as well. I guess in order to understand all I am going through you have to know it from the beginning. These are stories of what I think are the important aspects of our relationship within these last two months  Just be fore warned. If you're looking for a sex story, this isn't it. So, you may stop reading now. This entry is not sexy. It's not about a conquest or even about sex. It's about what I am going through at this very moment. If you would like to know than continue.

It all started about two months ago. My friends invited me to go grab a bite to eat. I had said yes but at the last minute I was thinking about changing my mind. But decided not to because I had already promised I'd go. We went to Gloria's. (It's a restaurant here in Austin, TX) and we sat on the outside patio. We had a few drinks and were actually getting ready to head out. But decided to have one more round of drinks. Just than Cam walked by. I saw him thought he was cute. He looked at us and smiled. He walked over and I was a little caught off guard. "Why is he coming over?" I thought to myself. But he knew one of my friends, friend. He'll go by S. S and Cam talked for a bit. I looked at H (my friend I had agreed to go out with to eat with and brought S along) and told him I thought Cam was hot! S introduced him to all of us. I asked him to join us for one drink. He agreed. We talked for a about another hour. I thought he was straight when we first met but than admitted he had a boyfriend.We left and agreed to meet again for the weekend to go out. Before we left Cam and I exchanged numbers and accepted each other on Facebook. (lame I know) S and H asked what I was doing after dinner. I told them I was gonna have another drink. I asked if the wanted to join. The declined and left. I went home and posted on Facebook how I had a good night and met a new friend. Almost instantly Cam replied and said it was good meeting me too. I told him I was having a drink and if cared to join me. (Yes, I have to admit it I invited him because I thought he was cute. I was trying to get in his pants. I was buzzing and thought why not?) He didn't reply for about 10 minutes. I figured he wasn't interested. Than out of the blue he sent me a DM and asked for my address. I gave it to him and he came over about 20 minutes later. We talked and joked around. We got to know each other and had a good time. He did spend the night but there was no sex. He left the next morning because he had a class.
We met that Saturday night downtown. I had to work late and didn't show up until 11pm. I text everyone where I was. Cam was with H and S. I had told my girl S to meet me up with us. I wanted her opinion of Cam. I had to admit I was crushing on him a bit and she wanted to meet who was the guy that actually had me "excited". Everyone showed up and I introduced her. Right off the bat she said there was something off about Cam. We stayed there for a few and than decided to go to another bar. Cam and them had already gotten stamped and were able to just walk in. S and I had to wait in line and pay to get in. When we walked in I looked for everyone. I found H and S. I asked for Cam and they told me he had left with some friends. I imminently became mad. My gal S wasn't too happy either. I had gone there to see Cam and he disappears. I decided to make the best of it and have a few drinks and than leave. My family came to visit two days later and stayed for about a week and half. I didn't see or even talk to Cam for the entire time. Than out of the blue I saw he had posted something on Facebook. I decided to say hello. He responded a few minutes later. We did out pleasantries and he said that we should hang out soon. I agreed and he asked if now was good time. I said it was and told him to come over. We caught up and I told him how mad I had gotten at him for leaving that night. He told me he didn't leave. He had gone to go see some friend but he was still there. He told H and S where he had gone. I told him that they told me he had left. He got upset and swore he didn't. He than asked why was I upset that he had "left". I told him it was because I had a small crush on him. He smiled and told me he had a small crush on me too. We smiled at each other and than started kissing. We made out for like 2 hours than had sex. It was really good. We were so turned on by those two hours, we nearly ate each other up. The sex was very intense. He left in the morning but not before giving me a peck on my forehead. I was really crushing on him at this point. We hung out everyday for a week. One day we were watching tv at my place and I leaned in to kiss him. It had been almost a week since we fucked. He looked at me and said that he couldn't make out with me. He had a boyfriend. It caught me off guard a bit. I forgot that he did. The entire time we were hanging out he never mentioned him. I had completely forgot he had one until now. I smiled and walked away. But I was mad. I am falling for this guy who has a "boyfriend" who he never speaks about, never mentions and never makes an effort to call or see. There were a few times I was with him for literally 24hrs and he never made any attempt to call or see his boyfriend.

Well, Cam had a presentation for school and invited me to go. I went with a friend because I didn't want to be alone. Well, I know what Cam's boyfriend's name is (starts w/a B) because he's told me. But never knew what he looked like. I was talking to my friend when I heard someone in front of me say,"B you're so sweet to come and support Cameron." I immediately knew THAT was the boyfriend. I looked to get a good look at him. I saw him...he looks like a lesbian. I pointed him out to my friend. We both looked at each other and couldn't believe that was him. The presentation was over. I was trying to make my way to Cam. B was walking in front of me and walked up to Cam. Told him he couldn't stay longer and had to go. Cam barely looked at him and just said, "Thanks for coming B. I'll call you later." B just said "Ok" and walked right by him. I thought that was strange? I called out to Cam and he looked up, smiled and shook my hand. Saying it was a good to see me. We talked for bit. He told me to meet him at his place in an hour for drinks. I said that was fine. About an hour later I were at his place (Which he shares with another dude. He has a roommate. An older gay guy) and he invited a few friends over. We all just hung out and had a good time. I asked him if his boyfriend B was at the presentation. I described him and Cam said that was him. I was relieved and shocked to know who it was. Atleast I could put a face to the name but he didn't look like someone Cam would date. But than again everyone has their own taste. We all talked, laughed and had drinks and the entire night he never made any attempt to call or contact B in anyway, shape or form. Which I also found odd. I was really tired by 2am and decided to fall asleep in Cam's room. About an hour later Cam came in and told me everyone had left. He laid next to me. We both fell asleep right away. I woke up in the morning with him on his back with his legs open and one leg over mine and my hand was on his inner thigh. I moved my hand away for a bit than put it back. This time I rub his thigh and he moved a little. He lifted his arm around his eyes but didn't move his leg. A minute later he turned his head away from me. I moved my hand over his crotch. (He was wearing shorts and I was in my jeans) Needless to say he was hard. I played with his cock through his shorts for a few minutes. Than I started to undo his cargo shorts...and they're button fly.Took me about five minutes to get them undone. (I was usuing one hand. It's hard enough sometimes with two hands, let alone one) I finally got them open. I pulled his cock out and slowly played with him for a while. Than, I moved closer to suck it but he than "woke up" and held my head. He whispered "No, Jasen. I have a boyfriend remember.". I smiled and went for it again. He still held my head and repeated himself. I laid back on the bed but my hand was still in his shorts. I thought, NOW he has a boyfriend? He didn't seem to have one the other night when he had my legs wrapped around his waist and his cock buried in me filling me up with his cum. I stroked him for about five more minutes than stopped. I turned around and fell asleep for a few more hours. Finally, we both woke up. We laid there and talked a few. I was looking at my Twitter feed and reading them  out load. But than I read this one out loud, "Male: I groped my best friends's boner while he was sleeping...he woke up. We aren't best friends anymore.". Cam just looked at me and asked if that was a real tweet or I just made it up. I showed him my phone to prove it was an actual tweet. He laughed and thought I was talking about what happened with us. I asked him what he was talking about. He said because he wakes up and I'm trying to give him head. I gave him a confused look. He than repeated "What?! I wake up to my cock in your hand and about to go in your mouth if I hadn't stop you. Like I said I have a boyfriend and can't be doing that. Now c'mon lets get some coffee or something.". He gets up and starts pulling up and buttoning his shorts and walks out to the kitchen. I started thinking about what he said. Wait a minute! His cargo shorts were button fly? How could he not "wake up" while I was undoing them? I was tugging on his shorts for like five minutes. And that didn't wake him up? And me slowly moving to suck his cock did? BULLSHIT! But whatever...I just rolled my eyes up and followed him but I still had questions.
"Well, than why isn't he here with you? Where is B?"
"Well, here's the deal Jase. B and I are together but we're not. We really haven't been a couple for a few weeks now."
"Than why are you still with him? Why say you're in a relationship or that you have a boyfriend when you act like you don't?"
"Only with you, Jase."
"What does that mean?"
"It means that I like you. I really like you. I hope you don't think I don't take relationships seriously. I know that B and I aren't going to last very much longer. I give it a month maybe a month and a half at the most before we break up."
"Than why put up with it? Just end it."
"I can't. We've been together for three and a half years. He's done a lot for me. I don't want to hurt him. I'm waiting to let him do it."
"That's a shitty thing to do because you don't want to be the bad guy. So, in other words...we're just friends?"
"Do you just want to be friends?"
"I would like more. You know I like you too but I think in the current situation, friends is the best thing for us. Just friends."
"Ok...just friends."
"Ok...just friends"
Well, neither one of us kept to that promise.
(Even though I don't mention it Cam and I were having sex about every other day)

Earlier during the week we decided to join 24 hour Fitness. This way we could be our own motivators. It was going well. We were going everyday just about. He would drive to my place and than we would leave in my jeep or sometimes he would pick me up. Just depending what we had going on or how much gas we had? We were about to go work out when my girl S called about wanting to watch the midnight showing of Green Lantern. I told her I would try to find some tickets for us. I hung up and got online. Cam asked what I was doing. I told him I was looking for tickets. I asked if he wanted to go. He said he did. I was able to get three tickets for us. We than left to go work out. Afterwards Cam left for work and I told S that Cam was coming with us. She wasn't too happy about it because of what he done that weekend she first met him. But she agreed to give him another chance. Perhaps it was just one of those things that happen. Later that night S and I hung out while Cam was at work. S picked me up because I took my jeep in to get a look at. It was making a funny sound. Around 10pm he called me. He asked what i was doing? I told him that I was at home. I had Cam on speaker which he didn't know about. S was listening...
"Hey, Jase are you home?"
"Yea, what's going on?"
"Nothing. We're going tomorrow to go work out, right?"
"Yes, as far as I know of. What time did you want to meet in the morning?"
" I want to go after class. I guess around 11ish?"
"No, I have to be at work at. noon."
"Well, maybe you can take the bus and meet me there and we could save some time?"
"NO, because I have to be at work at noon. There's no way that is gonna work."
"Well, maybe S (my girl) can take you? Either way you should get your jeep back in a few days. I guess we can start working out again after that? But We'll have to work something out because I am spending too much gas traveling sometimes to and your place and the gym."
"What?! Now, you tell me this? I asked you if you were cool with driving us to the gym. And possibly taking me to work and picking me up depending on the time. You said yes!"
S was staring at me like what an asshole! I couldn't believe this was coming from Cam. I mouth the words..."He's never been like this?"
"Well, I'm just saying because I'll driving to your place or to your job. Than go to the gym and than back to drop you off. I just don't have much gas. I am just thinking what I am gonna do..."
S is making faces at me and motioning me to hang up. At one point she almost hung up the phone for me.
"Is that the point?! You want gas money? Fine I'll give you money every time you come to my place or meet me anywhere!"
"No, Jase that's not what I am saying."
"That's what it sounds like to me! And don't worry I'll give you gas money tomorrow for your trip to the movie theater for Green Lantern."
"Jase, no! You get out at 9pm. I'll pick you up from work we'll go home so you can change and we'll leave from there. Ok?"
"No, I don't want you using any gas on me. I'll get S to come pick me up. Don't worry about it."
"Jase...ok. It looks like we're not going to get anything resolved right now. Either way I have to get back to B. How about I let you go and we'll talk more tomorrow...ok?"
"That's fine...bye"
I hung up with him and S looked at me..."Oh. no! It's to let him go...NOW!"
"He's with B and he's arguing with me on the phone?! WTF?!?!" The rest of the night S kept going on about how she had a "weird" feeling about him since the first night she met him. How much of an ass he sounds like and it's time for me to think about someone else. I was totally agreeing with her at this point. I was so mad I made a martini which quickly turned to four or five? Needles to say I was drunk. I went to work the next day a tad hungover. I was there for about 40 minutes when one of the girl called me and told me to come upfront.
I walked up front and guess who was at the register waiting for me...Cam.
"Can I talk to you, please?"
"Hey, J I'm gonna step outside for a few, ok?" She looked at me and than at Cam and back at me and just smiled. "Ok, I'll cover for you."
"Thanks." We walked out and started walking to his car.
"I'm really sorry about last night. I shouldn't have said what I said to you. I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have said some of the things I said."
"Well, B broke it off with me last night. That's the reason why I was upset. As soon as he told me I called you. I guess it pissed me off more than I thought it would?"
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be sorry about it."
"That's right, I thought you were expecting it already?'
"I was but just the way he did it pissed me off. I was already worried about my gas. He made me drive to his place which is about half way across town. Just to tell me he wanted to break it off. I got so mad. I told him why couldn't he tell me that before driving over. He said he wanted to have sex too."
I busted out laughing.
"Did you?"
"No!"
"I would've had the sex first and than broke it off."
"Thanks Jase."
Cam says he didn't have sex with B that night after they break up.Looking back on it now I don't know if I believe he didn't?
"Well, I just wanted to say I am sorry about last night. I will pick you up at 9pm. We will go to your place, you can change and than we'll go to the movies, deal? You still are getting out at 9pm?".
"Yes, I am...and deal."
We both smiled at each other. We hugged each other. He drove off  and I went back inside. I soon saw everyone looking through the glass. Through out the day Cam asked and made sure I was getting out at 9pm. I told him I was and I would be waiting for him. S asked what time we were meeting. I told her Cam is coming for me at 9pm. Should be there around 9:30pm the latest. Well, around 8:50pm I get a text from a number I didn't know.

Hey, Jase it's Cam. I have to run an errand. I'll be 20 min late.
Ok, I'll be inside. Just come look for me.
k


I was talking to one of the girls when I looked at my watch. It was 9:40pm. About a minute or two later cam walks in.
"Where have you been? It's 9:40 and I thought you said only 20 minutes?"
"I'm sorry. I lost track of time."
"What did you go do?"
" Ran into a friend. Had to go pick them up."
Just than S called asking where we were. I told her that Cam was running late. He just picked me up and we should be there in 30 minutes. I could tell by the tone of her voice, she was not happy. I ran in, showered and changed in record time. We made it to the theater. I looked for S and she was waiting by the door. We walked in and she didn't say a word to me. After a few minutes she calmed down. She talked to me but not a word to Cam. She didn't care much for him to begin with. This was not helping. I was in the middle of them both trying to talk to them both. It was very awkward...
After the movie Cam and I went back to my place. We talked for a bit and we fell asleep. The in the morning I woke up because I heard him talking to someone. I walked into the living room and he was on the phone. I walked back into my room. A few minutes later he walks in and sits next to me.
"My dad wants me to go see him this weekend. He wants me to leave tonight after work."
"Ok,,," Why is he telling me in a way that sounds like he's asking for permission. I guess maybe because a few weeks back he started referring to him and myself as "us" or "we". And he did say that we had a funny and interesting "relationship".
"Well, I wanna go out tonight before I leave. Can we?"
"Yea, sounds like fun. Let's! What time are you out?
 of work?"
"I don't know? I guess whatever time they decide to let me go.
"Ok, well I'll be here."
He smiled and and than shortly left for work. I felt like a "housewife". I had my iTunes on while I was doing my laundry, washing my dishes and cleaning my apartment. I was listening to music like Adele, Duffy, Sade and Diana Krall. I'm like WTF? I decided to go work out at the gym and swim a bit. But I was alone the entire time. I usually call people to do stuff like this with. Than I realized...Cam is the one I usually do this stuff with. Did this mean that since he was at work I didn't want to go with anyone else. I freaked out a bit and called my good friend, E. I told him everything. He said the impossible had happen. Someone domesticated me. I told him to shut the fuck up because I told him how I felt like a housewife earlier. He said that just confirmed it. He asked if I was going out or if MY husband and I had plans. I told him I was going out...with Cam. He laughed again and asked if we would mine another person. I told him to shut it and come over later. I got dressed and E showed up around 9ish. About 15 minutes later Cam showed up with bags of food. I asked what all this was. He said he brought us dinner from the restaurant. I introduced him to E and told him that he was coming out with us. He went to go change and than H and S called asking if we had left yet. I told him we hadn't because Cam just got out of work and was changing. He asked if he they could drop by because it was still early. I told him it was fine. H and S showed up we all had a few drinks and than decided to leave. We were having a good time but for some reason I couldn't get what Cam had told me the day earlier out of my head. Well, his explanation of why he was so late the other day. I guess it was the alcohol but I decided to ask once again.
"Why were you late again yesterday?
"I was with A."
"Who's A? I don't think I met A?"
"I told you who he was. I even showed you his picture."
"You did?"
H pulled out his phone and opened his Facebook app. He pulled up a picture of him. H and S looked also. And immediately knew who it was. He was a guy That Cam had fucked around with.
"He's flexible." H said.
"OH, YEA!" Cam said nodding and with a slight grin.
"Oh, so you were late because you were busy fucking. Very nice, Cam." I snapped at him and walked off. I heard Cam call my name a few times and took a few steps to follow me but I walked off to the restroom. I actually had to go. I came back and I saw everyone but Cam. I asked where he was and H pointed to him standing by the wall. I walked over to him.
"What are you doing over here? Everyone is over there."
"Yea, but some one is mad at me at this moment."
"You think Cam? How can I not be mad? I was at work waiting for you for forty minutes because you said were running an "errand" with a friend. When you were actually fucking! Of, course I'm mad!"
"I didn't I had to explain to you what I was doing? We agreed to just be friends"
"Yes, we did . You don't have to explain anything to me. You could have just been honest with me. That's all I'm asking of you. If you wanted to go fuck someone that's fine. You just could have said that instead of having me wait for you. I could have gotten a ride home with someone and just waited for you there until you were finish."
"I'm sorry, Jase. I just didn't want you to get the wrong idea or think differently of me. I didn't want to be mean."
"Mean? If you were mean by making me wait for you. So, we ended being late to the theater. And S was mad the entire time for arriving late and making her wait!"
"I'm sorry! I won't do it again."
"Really? What am I suppose to think now whenever you're running late?"
"What? You're not gonna trust me anymore?"
"How can I? What do you think is gonna pop in my head every time you tell me that you're running late."
"I'm sorry, ok! If you want I'll make you my first priority! You'll come first to anything or anyone else from now on!"
"Cam, I'm not asking you to do that. I'm not asking you to make me your first priority but if you say your gonna do something, than do it. Don't be telling me all day you're gonna pick me up and than at the last minute you text me, from the other dudes phone to tell me that you are running late!"
"I'm sorry"
"Just be honest with me. That's all, ok."
"Ok"
For a good long while Cam and I were fine. We talked, joked around and enjoyed ourselves. We decided to go to another club.We were there for about an hour. We danced had a blast. Than We decided to leave. I was following everyone but it was so crowded that I became separated from everyone. I went around the club once. Just when I was at the exit I see someone walk by me...its was A. (The reason why Cam was late the day before.) And all my anger just rushed back to me. Just at that second I hear someone call my name. I looked to the door and it was Cam. He waved his arms and called me over. I walked over to him.
"What happened to you Jase? You got lost?"
"No you left me behind."
"No you were right behind us and I guess we got separated?"
"I saw your little friend. Did you?"
"Yes."
"Is that why you lost me?" I know at this point I know I was being stupid. I waoth out for blood. s just picking at him. But I had to unleash. Having alcohol in my system, being angry and half Puerto Rican...aren't a good combination. I started lashing out.
"I didn't loose you! You got separated from us that's all."
"You were probably talking to your friend that's why you lost me."
"NO...I was looking for you this entire time."
"Whatever!" And I walked pass him.
"DAMN IT JASEN! How many time do I have to apologize to you? I'M FUCKING SORRY!"
We walked from the club to the parking garage fighting and screaming at each other the entire time. E was ta the car waiting for us. We started walking down into the garage.
"I don't know why you're being such an ass about all this? I told I was sorry!"
"Yea. what if I didn't say anything? Would you have said something to me?"
"FUCK YOU!"
"FUCK YOU!!"
I turned around and started walking back up. I call H and told him I am going to need a ride home. He asked what happened. I told him I didn't want to talk about it. But if he could pick me up at the garage. He told me he was on his way. Just as I hung up, Cam pulls up.
"Get in the car Jasen."
"No."
"Get in the fucking car!"
I walked up and got sat in the back seat. The entire ride we drove in silence to my apartment. We pulled up to my building and we all got out. Cam and I walk upto each other and just stare at each other.
"Jase, don't get so close to me right now. I'm fucking pissed off and if you get so close I'm gonna hit you!"
"Than do it! I'm not moving."
"Jase...MOVE!" At that moment I saw an anger that frighten me. I had seen it before in one of my ex's. Needless to say that relationship wasn't a good one. I stepped back. E got between us and tried to push us apart. In his drunken state he still tried to be the voice of reason.
"Please don't fight. Don't fight." I grabbed E by the waist and kissed his cheek.
"Please go inside. We're not gonna fight."
"Please don't fight..."
"E, I promise we won't. Please go in." Than Cam kissed his cheek and repeated what I said.
"E, I promise we won't. Please go in. Look There's Jasen's balcony. Go in and you can see us from there."
E agreed and left upstairs.
"I'm sorry Cam. Didn't mean to act like I did."
"No! You can't say I'm sorry. Sorry isn't going to cut it. Not right now. Not tonight."
"I'm sorry!"
"No, you have to say something else. I am so mad at you. I can barely talk to you. I don't even want to look at you right now! You have to tell me something else or I'm leaving and walking away from all THIS right now." I leaned into him and wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist.
"I...love...you, Cameron." His face did a complete 180* and he smiled from ear to ear.
"I love you too Jasen."
Just at that moment E was at my balcony and screamed,"YOO-HOO! I see you!" We both laughed and leaned our heads into each other. We kissed and while we were kissing he picked me up and spun me around and sat me down on his car. He leaned into me and kissed me passionately. 

Army guy

This is J. We got together early this morning. I met him online about a year ago. He's an Army guy from Killeen. I met him on line through Craigslist. He had an ad up looking for a lady to have some fun with. But convinced him to use my gloryhole. He sent me an email telling me he was in town for the morning and was wondering if I was free. He just wanted a quick nut. He asked if I could put up the gloryhole. I told him that was fine and he arrived in about 15 minutes. I grabbed his cock through his fatigues. He was already getting hard. He had a huge cock and I couldn't wait to get my lips on it. He undid his pants and pulled then down with his underwear. His cock just popped out. I grabbed it with my hand. It was so warm and hard. I licked the tip of his cock and I slowly wrapped my lips around it. I gently sucked the head of it and moved my tongue around it. I slowly sucked his cock taking a little more down my throat each time i swallowed it. He was loving it. I loved hearing him moan and breathing deeply. I grabbed his thighs and slowly took his cock all the way down my throat. He moaned and grabbed the back of my head and held it the. He moved his hips around and I could feel his cock swirling around my throat. I gagged after a bit and pulled my self of it. "That's it." He said. As he grabbed my head and forced it down his cock again. This time I kept it down my throat the longest I could. He was loving it. I felt him grab the side of my head with both hands and slowly start fucking my face. I grabbed his ass and he kept sliding his cock in and out of my mouth. I told him how much I loved his cock. How I wished he would fuck me again. He pulled me up and moved the curtain a side and walked in. He told me to get on my knees and keep sucking. I did. He grabbed my shoulders and started to fuck my mouth. I grabbed his balls with one hand was jerking off with the other. After a few minutes of me slobbering over his cock he pushed me off and told me to get on all fours. I did as he asked me to. I felt him rubbing his cock against my ass. I felt the tip rubbing my hole. After a bit he started sliding his cock between my cheeks. It felt so good, I moaned a little. "You like that don't you?" I moaned a yes. He than leaned forward and spit on my hole twice. I felt him smear it with the head of his cock. Than I felt the head move in. I let out a moan. I told him it hurt a bit. I slowly moved back on to his cock. I was trying to get used to it. I kept moving back and forth. "That's it. Fuck yourself on it." I slowly fucked my self on his cock. I love the way his cock felt in me. I started squeezing my ass on him. "Shit! I'm not gonna last very long with that." J said while he grabbed my hips. I knew he was close now. He started fucking me in long slow thrusts. He started thrusting a little faster but they were still long thrust. He started moaning a little louder and breathing deeper. Than he gave me one final thrust and I felt his cock shooting in me. He thrust into me again and he let out another loud moan. He just kept holding on to me by my hips and kept his cock buried in me. He finally pulled out and I felt his cum sliding down my inner thigh. He stood up and went into the bathroom to clean up. I pulled up my boxers and J came out of the bathroom. He smiled and said thanks. He would hit me up again when he was in town.

Frat guy I met at a party

* Just to clarify his name starts with and I. So, as you read this and it looks and reads weird. It's not. When you see I, I am not always referring to myself.*

Like three weekends ago I was invited to a frat party by some friends. We arrived around 10:45pm. I had gotten out of work kinda late but still early enough to go. I knew a lot of the people at the party but as all frat parties go, alot people always show up. I met this couple. E and I. She was a little tipsy and really funny. I actually met I in the kitchen. I was fixing my self a Long Island. He asked what I was making. I told him and he wanted one too. He asked if I was a bartender. I told him I was a self made bartender. And in true frat guy fashion he was all over me. Not in a sexual sort of way but as in a "I like you! You're fucking awesome!". I had lost my friends but I took me to go meet E. We talked and hung out almost all night. I dance with both of them. Of course no one cared because everyone was drunk off their asses. While we were all talking E asked if I was gay because I reminder her of her little brother who was. I told her I was and E she screamed "I knew it!" and hugged me. The three of us exchanged numbers and decided to hang out soon. I ran into my friends and they had made friends of their own. Around midnight E was throwing up in the bathroom. And like a good boyfriend I was by her side. E's friends showed up and said they would take care of her for a bit. I and myself went to grab another beer. We did a tequila shot and he went to go check on E. He came back and told me that E was going home and he was heading to 6th street with some friends. I said good bye to them both. I hung out with my friends and the friends they made the rest of the night. Around 1:30am we were all ready to leave. We were all saying our good-byes and getting numbers when I ran into I. He was looking for some of his friends. The ones he left with had disappeared and he didn't know where they had gone. He was hoping some of his other buds were there to catch a ride with. He asked if I could give him a ride back home but I told him I had ridden with some friends. He was pist off but not at me. I told him to call his friends but he didn't have his mobile phone. He left it in his friends car and he didn't know they're number by memory. He said he walked from 6th street to the party. I told him we were going to J's place to party a little more and he was welcome to come if he didn't have a place to go. I could take him home in the morning if he wanted. He agreed to come over and hang out with us. We arrived at the condo and I started bartending right away. I made shots and drinks for everyone, After an hour or so we were all relaxing and just talking about everything. Around 4am some of J's friends were leaving and we were going to bed. She said I could have the spare room if I wanted to. I went to the room and I walked in asking if he could crash on the bed too. I told him I didn't care. I really didn't because I was kinda buzzed and really tired.  I told I that I slept in my underwear. He said the same. We undressed and climbed into bed. He made fun of my Batman briefs but it was all friendly banter. I passed out almost immediately. I woke around an hour later because I felt something, someone against me. It was I up against me, spooning me. Had his arms around me and his crotch up against my ass. I would't have thought much but he was rock hard and he kept grinding against me. I actually ignored it for a few but he kept doing it. I turned around slowly and we were facing each other. I touched his chest and ran my hand down to his abs and his waist. If he wakes up I can blame it on "I was asleep.". I reached his waistband and atleast 2 inches of his cock was sticking out. I slowly reached in and touched his cock. He let out a soft moan and I rubbed my thumb around the head. He was already precuming. When I did this he leaned his head into my chest but kept his eyes closed. I did it for a good while. He turn around on his back but my hand was still on his cock. I continued to play and slowly stroke his cock. I got under the sheets and laid my head on his stomach. He slowly fucked my hand and called out E's name. I replaced my hand with my mouth and he continued to slowly fuck it. I was so rock hard from sucking his cock I could've cum just by touching myself. He started moaning and kept slowly fucking. My head was under the sheets, so I couldn't tell if he was still "asleep" or awake? But I loved feeling his cock sliding between my lips. I gently and lightly sucked his cock. I twirled my tongue around the head and I could taste the precum. I loved the way he tasted. I than felt his hand on my head over the blanket. He was holding my head while he continued to slowly fuck my mouth. "Oh, my God E you're sucking my cock so good. Let me fuck you please." I whispered. I thought to myself ."Does he really think I am E? He has to be fucking joking?". I kept sucking his cock for a bit longer. I kept slowly fucking my mouth for a bit longer. I let off his cock and pulled the sheets off to look at I. He opened his eyes and was surprise. He freaked out a bit. Asked what was I doing. I told him I was sucking his cock. "But what? Why? I'm not gay? I thought you were E" I told me while he was sitting up in the bed. "Sshhh, I you're gonna wake everyone up. I only did it because you were rubbing up and spooning me. I didn't think much of it but you kept doing it more. You were rock hard and what else was I was suppose to think or do?" I told I. But the thing is, during the whole time we were talking my hand was still on his cock. He was sitting up, drunk, his underwear around his thighs and ROCK hard in my hand. I slowly stroked it. "Quit it J." He said as he tried to move my hand off his cock. I would've stopped but when he tried to move my hand, he really wasn't putting much effort into it. So, I decided to keep going. I kept stroking his cock and lean forward to lick his nipple. As soon as I licked his nipple he let out a soft moan. I gently licked his nipple and swirled my tongue around it. I gave it a gentle bite. I softly kissed and licked him from his nipple down his stomach, along his trail to his cock. I licked the head of the cock which was covered with precum. When I did this he let out a gasp. I told him to be quieter because everyone was asleep. He didn't say anything. Just kept his eyes closed while I licked his cock. I lightly sucked it with my mouth. I teased the head with my tongue while I sucked it. I slowly went all the way down on his cock. I deepthroated him and he let out a moan. I kept sucking his cock. I sucked it from the tip to the base. Slowly going all the way down until his pubes were up against my nose. I licked the head and swirled it with my tongue. I licked his cock all the way down to the base. I pulled balls up and licked them. Than, I slowly took one in my mouth. I licked and gently pulled them. I could tell he was loving it because he was letting out small soft moans. I went back to  sucking. He had a drop of precum on the tip. I licked it off and it tasted so good. I was so horny at this point. My cock was rock hard. I licked his stomach and moved to his nipples. I licked his left nipple and gently nibbled on it. I slowly pulled my briefs off. I climbed on top of him. He tried to move but I told him to stay still. I licked his neck and ears. I pulled my ass cheeks open and moved my hole up against his cock. I moved my hips and my hole rubbed against cock. "No, wait!" He said. "I thought you wanted to fuck?" "Yes...but."
I kept rubbing my ass against his cock. He stopped protesting and just leaned his head back. I grabbed his cock and pointed the head against my hole. I put some spit on fingers and than rubbed it on my hole. I leaned back and the head popped in. As soon as the head popped in he let out a loud moan. I slowly moved back and forth to get his cock in me. I finally was able to get it all in me. I leaned back and slowly moved my hips. I wanted him to love it. I squeezed my ass on his cock while I fucked myself on his cock. I slowly did this for a while. But I was determined to get him off and have him like it. Next thing he moves forward and pulls me off and pushes me on the bed. I thought for sure he was gonna run out the room. But he moves forward lifts my right leg and puts it over his shoulder. Grabs his cock and with one thrust he shoves his cock all the way in me. I actually screamed into the covers. It hurt but felt good at the same time. He grabbed my leg and he started slamming into me. I was trying not make any noise because I didn't want anyone to hear us. But I realized he still had his eyes closed. I think he had them closed the entire time we were messing around? He was moaning loudly and the bed was making noise too. I figured if he didn't care who heard, why should I? I was grabbing to the side of the bed while he fucked me hard. He fucked me for a bit longer. He pulled out and than he turned me on my stomach. Grabbed my hips put his right foot on the bed. Grabbed my hips and pulled me towards him. I was in a doggy style position now. I felt him put the head of his cock on my hole and slammed into me again. This time he just pounded into me. I was moaning into the bed and was bitting the sheets. I started squeezing his cock with my ass. "Fuck yea! That's it. I'm gonna cum!" he said. He fucked me for about 30 seconds more. He just kept slamming into me. By this time I was sure everyone was awake and was hearing us fuck. "I'm gonna cum!" he moaned loudly. I felt his cock start shooting inside of me. With each pounding thrust I could feel him cuming in me. He was moaning and sighing as he pulled me onto his cock. He slowed down a bit but still slowly fucked me. He would pull most of his cock out except the head and than slide all the way back in. He did this for a few seconds. I'm gonna fucking cum again!" He moaned loudly. He still slowly fucked me but I felt his cock start twitching in me. He started moaning and repeating,"Oh my God...oh, my God!" he collapsed on top of me. I laid on my stomach. I could hear him breathing heavily in my ear. I felt his cock get soft and pop out of my ass. When it did I heard him gasp a little. He got off of me and turned on his back. We both fell asleep a few minutes later. I woke up in the morning and he was gone already. I looked around and all his stuff was gone. I still had a raging hard on. I jerked off and than got dressed. Needless to say I had alot of explaining to do. Everyone heard us. I told them all over brunch.
About a week later I was on campus and I came up to me. He grabbed my shirt and pulled me aside. It kinda freaked me out because he looked mad. I asked what was wrong. "What happened the other night?" "Well, we kinda..." "I know what we did!" he yelled at me. "It's only because we were drunk and I was thinking of E. That's the only reason why that happened. I am not gay! We can be friends because E likes you but don't think this will ever happened again." he said as he let go of me. He walked away immediately. He turned around and looked at me but didn't really give me any type of expression. I fixed my shirt and walked to library thinking...why does this shit only happen to me?

*These pictures were from the party. My friend took them and I asked for copies.

UT buddy

This is my friend M from UT I met not long ago. We met through my friend S and I always thought he was really cute. We hit it off right away and hung out alot. He became my "movie" buddy. We've flirted with each other but nothing really has come of it. I told S (one of my gal pals) during happy hour that I thought he was really cute. She giggled and told me that she's seen me flirting with him. I told her it was just harmless fun and he went along with it too. She told me that she had hooked up with him and he had a huge cock. That intrigued me. So, I decided from that moment on I wanted to see "it" for myself. I decided to actually step up my flirting and see how I could get into his pants. Every time we hung out we always ended talking about sex. I know he's straight for the most part because he would tell me about all the girls he would talk to. He would even tell me stories about them. We went back to my apartment to hang out. We started talking about sex like we always do. We started getting into more details about what we like doing sexually. I told him how much I love giving head. He said he's never been able to cum with just someone sucking him off. He usually has to jerk off and than let them suck it when he cums or just jerk off. I told him that I've never really had that type of problem. He laughed and smiled. He asked if I was that good. I told him I've been giving head since I was 13yrs old. I had plenty of practice. I told him I could show him someday if he wanted? He just smiled and gave me a small little grin. "I guess you could do that?" M said while he adjusted himself. "Really?" I was kinda surprised he was so forward to answer me. M just smiled, "Yea, I'm kinda easy that way.". I took it as my cue. I leaned over and grabbed his cock through his cargo shorts. He had a semi and from what S told me...she wasn't lying about the size. I grabbed his cock and got between his legs. I nibbled on it through his shorts. I could feel it getting harder in my hand. I undid his shorts and pulled them down. His cock automatically poked out through his boxers. He looked so hot sitting there with a helpless goofy lustful grin and a huge cock poking out waiting to be sucked. I immediately grabbed his cock and licked the head. He moaned softly and closed his eyes. I thought to myself, I'm gonna give him the best head of his life and make sure he gets off with just my mouth with no help from him. I began my "mission" to do so. I licked the head very lightly. I put my mouth on the head and gently sucked on it. Than I opened my mouth and softly sucked the rest of his cock. I started soft and slowly sucking his cock. Licking the head with my tongue the entire time. He was loving it. He would look at me every once in a while, while I sucked it. I squeezed his cock and a drop of precum gathered on the slit and swirled it around the head with my tongue. He grabbed me by the hair and moved my mouth off his cock. He grabbed his cock and squeezed more precum out of his cock. I stuck my tongue out and licked it. He slapped my mouth with his cock. He pushed me down on his cock and I started sucking it. I went all the way down on his cock. I deepthroated him. He let out a huge moan saying, "OH MY GOD!" and grabbed the back of my head and held me down on his cock. "No one has ever deepthroated me before. That was awesome." M said with just a huge surprise on his face. I decided to deepthraot him again. He let out a huge gasp. I stayed on his cock for about 10 seconds deepthraoting him the entire time. He was so turned on. His cock was so hard in my mouth. I again started slowly sucking his cock. Than gradually started sucking harder and adding more suction. I looked up at M and he had his eyes closed and mouth wide open. As I kept sucking him I felt his hands behind my head. I knew he was getting ready to blow. He started whispering and repeating "Oh, God." while he pushed my head down. That lasted about 30 seconds. "I'm gonna cum!" M yelled and he pushed my head all the way down his cock. I grabbed his hips and deepthroated him while he shoot a huge load down my throat. He was arching his back, leaning forward and his legs were twitching a bit. As soon as he calm down he was sweating and breathing heavily. I squeezed his cock and licked up the last few drops of his cum. He twitched some more while I did this. He finally opened his eyes and smiled at me. "WOW! I've never cum like that before. That was amazing.". I smiled at M. "I'm glad you liked it. Maybe you can let me do it again sometime? I would love to swallow another load." I told M while I was still sucking and licking his cock.  "Fuck yea! That was the best fucking head I've ever gotten. You're the only who has gotten me off like that. You think I'm gonna say no to letting you suck me off again? Fuck no. I could use it everyday. But Jasen I am 18 and if you keep sucking it, it won't go down.". We both laughed and I told M I would suck him off everyday if he let me. Well, I haven't sucked him off everyday but he did text me the next day wanting to drop by for a quick nut. I've sucked him off a few times since than. I don't know if I should tell S? She hasn't asked me about him but I haven't told her yet. Maybe over happy hour again?

P.S.
I got the cock picture from him the last time I sucked him. I told him I didn't know if I had time to. I was running late for work. He text me the picture, saying this is what he had for me. Love how forward he is.

Straight guy who just wanted a straight bud to j/o with (Part 3)

Hey, you guys. Sorry, I haven't written lately. Doesn't mean I haven't done anything or messed around with any of these guys. But nothing really I think has been blog worthy. J and I have gotten together a few more times since the last time I posted. But nothing really more than him jerking off or I help him with it. But it just hasn't felt right to make a move. J called me last week and asked what I had planned for the evening. I told him I was at UT until 6pm because I was studying with some friends in the library. He asked if I wanted to hang out and grab a beer. He's girlfriend is out of town for a few days and he just wanted to relax and kick back. I told him I would meet him at a bar but he wanted to meet at his place later on. I went home worked out and freshen up. I met him at his place around 8:30pm. We sat on his couch had some beers, talked and caught up on everything going on. He asked again if my "girlfriend" wanted to try the 3some. I finally told him that she was down for it because he always ask everytime I see him. He got really excited. He asked me when we could all get together? I told him I wasn't sure because our schedules are always so hectic. He told me how glad he was we met. He went on and on about how excited he was. How much he really wanted this. How he was looking for someone to share it with because his girl wouldn't do it. How he was really excited to try "new" things. I told him I was really excited and couldn't wait either. He asked me what all I wanted to do. I told him I wanted us to have a few drinks first to relax. I wanted to make out and just go slowly and just move my hands over everyone. I wanted to kiss, lick and suck every inch of them both. He smiled and told me that was really hot. By this time we were both buzzed and he was getting turned on. I asked him what he wanted. He said he wanted the same. He told me that he watched a bi porn to get used to the idea of another guy. I asked him how he liked it. He said he really got into it. He couldn't wait until we tried it. He liked how much the actors were into it. He hopes the three of us will be also. I told him I sure will be. He laughed and asked if I wanted to see the bi porn he told me about. I told him I did and asked if he had any lube.He smiled at me and went into his room to grab it. He put on the porn and sat down with the lube and towels. We watched it and I could see he was hard from the moment he put the porn on. We were both rock hard and rubbing our cock through shorts. J was really into the porn and I was really into him. We both took off our shorts. I had no underwear on but he was wearing boxerbriefs. He slowly stroked his cock.though his underwear. I told him he should take them off. He pulled them off and asked if I had the lube. I handed him the lube but when I handed it to him I brushed the head of his cock with my hand. He grabbed the lube but just put it next to him. He stroked his cock while watching the porn. After a while he leaned forward to pull his shirt off. I leaned over and grabbed the lube. I poured some on my hand and than leaned over and poured a little on his cock. Than I grabbed his cock and started stroking it slowly with my hand. He moaned leaned his head back and closed his eyes. I was pretty much laying on my side on the couch while I stroked him. I stroked his cock with my hand slowly teasing the head. I made long twisting motions and stroked his cock up and down. I loved how he would gently moan and sigh while I did this. I could tell he was really into it. Every once in a while he would look down at my hand while I stroked him. I would go slow and speed up and slow down again. I would squeeze his cock from the base to see his precum collect on the tip of his cock. Than I would roll it around with my thumb all over his head. He than slowly started to fuck my hand. I squeezed his cock a little more and he loved it. He moaned while he did it. Loved seeing his hips move back and forth while he fucked it. I guess because I was a little buzzed and he was so into fucking my hand but than I did something I saw in a porno. While he fucked my hand slowly I licked the tip of his cock when it popped up. As soon as I did that he gasped. But he didn't stop. He pumped his hips even slower. I didn't move my hand or mouth. He looked at me but was really looking at his cock fucking my hand and teasing my tongue. Than he lean back again and closed his eyes. I moved my mouth over his cock the next time he pushed it through my hand. He let out a loud moan but kept his eyes closed. I than work on his cock with my mouth. I slowly and lightly sucked his cock. I licked the head and I could taste his precumdeepthroated his cock and he just let out a loud sigh. I would add some light suction while I sucked him. J than whispered, " I can't wait for our 3some. I don't know if you would let me but I would love to have you and your girl take turns riding me.Maybe I can eat her out while you ride me. That would be amazing." I couldn't believe what he was saying. I just barely was able to suck his cock and now he's saying he wants to fuck me too. I licked his cock a little more. I grabbed the lube and poured more of it on his cock. I stood up and leaned over and asked him if how he wanted my girlfriend and I. He said he described how he wanted her to sit on his face while I lowered myself on him. He loves anal but his girlfriend doesn't like care to much for it. He sat on the sofa and I climbed on top of him. I leaned over and told him how I was gonna ride him while he ate out my girlfriend. I was rubbing his cock between my ass cheeks. I loved the way his cock would slide back and forth and rub my hole. "Maybe we should stop this. Wait until she's here with us." J said . He had his eyes closed, mouth open and breathing heavily. "I just want to make sure we are comfortable with each other and nothing is gonna make us uncomfortable." I told J as I leaned back a bit. In doing that I felt the head of his cock poke my hole and I moved my ass to let it pop in. When the head of his cock popped in he let out an "OH MY GOD!". I slowly slide back and forth on his cock while he just moaned with his head leaned back. His arms were spread on the couch and I rode him slowly. He didn't say a word. He just kept his eyes closed, kept breathing deeply and didn't touch me. I moved my hips slowly feeling his cock in me. I would grip his cock with my ass. I would clench down on his cock while I rode him. Than in less than five minutes I heard him breathing heavier and moaning. I sat all the way down and I felt his cock start twitching. He didn't say a word. Just by the time he finished cuming, he was breathing as if he had run a mile. My cock was leaking precum all over his stomach. I would've jerked off but didn't know how he would react to this. I got up and felt his cock slide out of me. I looked at him but he still had his eyes closed. His cock was covered in cum and he had it dripping down his shaft and balls. I went to the bathroom to clean up. When I came back he was in his room showering. I got dressed and waited for him. He came out in a towel. He than told me he was tired and was going to go to sleep. He was gonna cut the night short. I told him it was fine. I let myself out. As I drove home I wondered how crazy this entire situation was. I wonder what J was thinking at the moment about what happened. I text him the next day but he didn't respond. Actually, he hasn't text me or called me since it happened.

Straight guy who just wanted a straight bud to j/o with (Part2)

Ok, so this is third time J and I have hung out. The second time was pretty much as the first. We haven't gotten together since this because of work and school. He text me asking if I had time to hang out. I actually did. He came over about 15 minutes later. We chatted and bullshit for a bit while I got everything set up in the bedroom. I went to get some towels in the cabinet. When I returned he was already naked and half hard. Watching some straight porn that he choose online. He was stroking and getting hard by the second. I got naked too and sat next to him. He asked  for some lube. I grabbed my bottle and was gonna handed to him but decided to be a bit bold. I opened it and poured it on his cock. He just looked at me and really didn't give me any type of expression. I told him that I always wanted a threesome with my "girl" and another dude. He laughed and thought that was awesome. I told him it had to be someone I felt comfortable with. Someone I could be relaxed with. J asked if I wanted just another dude to be there for her or for us both. I told him it was...whatever. He laughed and said he would volunteer. I asked if he was serious. J said he was. I asked if he would be comfortable with me "touching" him because I was curious about how it was like. He said he would ease into it. They entire time we're talking about this we're stroking our cocks. We were both rock hard. I know I was because I was looking at this hot guy stroking his cock. I don't know if he was turned on by the idea of a threesome or by the porno. I sat up and looked at him stroking his cock, look at the porno for a bit and back at him. He asked me when did I want to set this up. I told him I wasn't sure. It was just an idea. But before I could I wanted us both to be completely comfortable with each other. I didn't want something to happen and one of us freak out. He agreed with me. He's watching the porn the entire time and won't look at me. He seemed a little nervous. "I just don't want you to freak out if I grab your cock or touch you." I said while I watched him stroke his cock and he looked straight at the porn. "I wouldn't freak out with you." J said. I leaned over and grabbed the lube. I squeezed some on my hand. I leaned over and slowly reached for his cock. Looking at his face the entire time. I touched the head of it and he moved his hand. I slowly started stroking his cock with my right hand. He didn't flinch once or move his gaze from the tv. I stroked his cock slowly. He continued to watch the porn. Not looking at me once. I really wanted to lean over and start sucking his cock. But I could tell it might be too soon. I squeezed his cock from the base to the tip. A little precum came out. I use my thumb to rub it all over the head. He leaned his head back and closed his eyes. I grabbed his balls and tugged them gently with one hand while I continued stroking his cock. J just moaned and slowly started pumping my hand. I kept my hand still and let him fuck it. I grabbed some lube with the other hand I opened it. Poured a little on my hand while he kept sliding his cock in and out. He moaned some more and started fucking my hand faster. I started stroking his cock while he did. I could tell he was close. He started moaning and breathing heavily. After a few minutes he started moaning and cuming in my hand. He shot a nice load. I had his cum all over my hand. He kept his eyes closed while he laid there. I reached over to get him a towel. I put the towel next to him. I walked into the bathroom to wash my hands. But when I walked in I licked the cum from my hand and fingers first before washing them. J got dressed while I was in the bathroom.I put on some boxers while we talked a bit. We didn't talk about what I did and I thought he was freaked out. He said he would text me later while he left. After J left I put on some porn and jerked off. Which didn't last very long because I was so turned on. LOL! Actually, J did text me the next day. he asked if I had asked my "girlfriend" about the threesome. I told him I hadn't

Sexy HUNG neighbor

As many of you know I have a sexy hung neighbor. Who we will call D. He lives with his girlfriend in the building next to me. We met online some time back. He was looking for a someone to fuck around with. His girlfriend doesn't like sex very much and he is a walking hard on. LOL! We've hooked up several times. Sometimes twice in one day. D is a great fuck. When we first me he told me that he was straight. Which I didn't think twice about but he just seemed a little to into it.  Most "straight" guys either just sit back and enjoy it or just fuck. But since the first time we fucked he was really into it. He was passionate. About the third time or so he actually starting kissing me. And ever since than he likes to kiss and really gets into it. Whenever we hook up I make sure I have about two hours to spare. He likes to take his time and cum more than once. Needless to say my mouth and ass are sore by the time we finish. He recently admitted to me that he thinks he might be bi. He's more into women but he really enjoys our fuck sessions. 

(LOL! I just got a text from him. He wants to come over. I'll be back.)

I'm back. LOL! That was awesome. I was about to blog about when we last hooked up but I guess i can tell you about this one. I was on my laptop typing when he text me, asking if I was free. I told him I was at home and he should drop by. It took him a total of 5 minutes to get here. D knocked and walked in wearing running shorts. No underwear. And as you can imagine he had a very nice bulge. I kept staring at it. I asked if anyone was outside when he walked over. He laughed and said no. D sat down and he asked if I was going to keep staring or help him with it. I kneeled between his legs and started nibbling his cock through his shorts. I pulled his shorts down and took them off. I started sucking his cock and I could feel his cock growing in my mouth. After a bit I could barely fit it in my mouth. It looks like a nice average size but when it grows...OMG! I can barely grip it with my hand. I love sucking his cock. I sucked his cock for a bit. Letting it get hard in my mouth. He than stood up and kicked off his shorts. Took off his t-shirt. He told me to follow him into my bedroom. I told him it was a mess. He said he didn't care. He wasn't here to see how clean it was. He sat down on the bed and he took off my boxers and shirt. He pulled me on top of him and started kissing me. He licked my lips and passionately kissed me. We kissed for about 10 minutes. The entire time rubbing our cocks together. I licked his neck and kissed it. I licked his neck and chest. I sucked his nipples. He moan a little and said he liked it. I licked a trail from his chest all the way down to his cock. I started sucking on it. It was rock hard. I swirled the head with my tongue. Gently stroked it while I did. He moaned and just kept breathing softly. He rubbed my shoulders as I lightly sucked his cock. He told me to lick his balls and suck on them. He kept looking at me doing this. I would gently lick them. I would tug on them with my teeth and make him moan. I went back to his cock and licked the shaft. Lightly sucking his cock. Lightly gliding my lips up the entire shaft. He grabbed the back of my head and would gently push my head down. D would moan, "Oh God". I told him I wanted to taste his cum. He said he would love to feed it to me. D than turned me around and laid me on my back. He climbed on top of me and moved up to my face. D rubbed his cock along my lips and told me to open my mouth. I opened it and leaned over me and slid his cock in my mouth. He slowly fucked my mouth. Gently at first. than started going further down my throat. D would say "Fuck yea" (He kept repeating it every time he slid his cock in my mouth) I grabbed his ass while he did this. He would fuck my mouth faster and make me gag on his cock. "Yea, that's it. Take that" he said to me. Looking right into my eyes as the watered from his cock. "You like that?" he asked me. I moaned to let him know I did. But I think he could tell I did because my cock was rock hard and dripping precum. He got on his back and told me to keep sucking his cock. I did as I was told. He put his hands back on my head and pushed me back down on his cock. "I love the way you suck my cock. That's it. Keep sucking. I love your lips.". He was telling me. Of course I was so turned on by this point. I think he could tell because I was REALLY into sucking his cock. "Oh, my God. I love your mouth but I wanna fuck you in the ass so bad. Would you like that?" I moaned yes. I got up and grabbed the lube. I kept sucking his cock but lubing it up at the same time. I got is hard and slick. He pushed me on my back. He took the bottle from me and started to lube me up. He poured it on my hole and on his fingers. He slowly stuck a finger in. He did that for a while. He knows if I am gonna get him in me I need him to loosen my hole. After a bit more he stuck two fingers on me. He slowly fucked me. I moaned as he did this. He than put a little more lube on his cock and on my hole. He put my legs over his shoulders and moved the tip of his cock up to my hole. slowly rubbed it and pushed it in. Even his head felt huge. I moan as I felt the head pop in. He pushed it in a little and I let out a moan/scream when he did. "Sshhh, sshhh. I'm sorry sorry sorry. It just feels so good." He slowly started sliding his cock. He would take his time to let me get  used to every inch of his cock. He would push it in slowly and tell me to squeeze his cock with my ass. It took a while before he could get his cock all the way in me. Once he did he tried pushing it in deeper. I moaned and told him I love the way he felt in me. He slowly fucked me. He would gently slid his cock in and out of me. I always let out a loud moan when he pushed it back in. He would lean over and start kissing me. Moving his tongue along mine and my lips. I wrapped my legs around him and dug my heels into his ass. He kept fucking my ass slowly and every once in a while I would squeeze my ass around his cock. He would let out a moan and bite down on my shoulder. "Do you like it when I fuck you slowly?" he whispered in my ear. I grabbed his ass and told him yes. He lifted himself up and looked at me,"You do. You like feeling every inch of me sliding into you.". He sat up and told me to get on all fours. He stood up on the floor while I was still on the bed. He grabbed my hips and in one huge trust he buried his cock in me all the way to the base. I let out a huge scream/moan. I stood right up when he did this. He immediately put his arm around my waist and covered my mouth with his hand. He pushed his cock further in my ass. He than proceeded to pound me hard. "You have such a sweet ass! I love that you can take my entire cock in you." he said while he kept fucking me. With each thrust I would let out a huge moan if it wasn't for his hand covering my mouth, I swear my neighbors would've heard us. He fucked me hard and fast for a little. He'd slow down and grind into me and than start over. Finally, He said he couldn't take it any more. He pushed me on all fours again grabbed my hips and started pounding me. I had to get a pillow to scream into. I squeezed my ass down on his cock while pounded me. "OH SHIT! That's it! I'm gonna make you take my load! You're gonna fucking take it!" and I felt him grab my hips tighter and than He let out a huge moan and started shooting in my ass. I could feel his cock twitching and cuming in me."Oh, shit..fuck." he kept repeating as he shot in me. Finally when he was calming down he collapsed on top of my back. His cock popped out and I could feel his cum dripping out. He asked if he really hurt me. I told him he didn't but I was gonna be sore. He smiled and walked into the bathroom to go shower. I followed and joined him.  

Than after we cleaned up and a quick blowjob in the shower, he left and I returned to finishing this. . 

Straight guy who just wanted a straight bud to j/o with

Well, of course you all know I am not straight. I saw an ad on Craigslist that seemed interesting. It was a "straight" guy looking for another "straight" guy to j/o with. That's all he wanted. He didn't want anything "gay". I was wondering what he was looking for exactly? I responded and he answered back in about 5 minutes. Saying he just wanted a bud he could jerk off with on occasion. Just something to relieve the tension when the girlfriend didn't put out. I told him I was looking for the same. We agreed to meet a few hours later downtown for a beer to see if we felt comfortable with each other. I just thought he was hot and wanted to get his cock in my mouth. We had a few beers and exchanged stories about our "girlfriends". I just used stories that my straight friends have told me about what's happened to them. He asked to see some pictures of her. Lucky, I had some pictures of me and my best girl (faghag) with me on my phone. He thought she was hot and I said the same about his. We were there for about 2 hours just talking. He told me that he felt relaxed with me and wanted to try it out. He is actually a really chilled guy. I enjoyed talking to him and getting to know him. If it wasn't for the fact I wanted to see his cock and hopefully suck it I would loved to stayed and chat some more. I told him we could go to my place if he wanted to. He said that was fine. I gave him the directions and we agreed to meet in about 20 minutes at my place. I got home and took out the straight porn I had on my computer. (I like straight porn. Well, for the guys and of course for the straight boys. Something they can to look at and get off with while I swallow their cocks.) I set it up and had it playing when he arrived. We sat on the couch and watched it. In about 30 seconds he was hard and so was I. I was hard because I was looking at his cock. He was just rubbing his cock through his shorts. I wanted to see his cock so I figured I would go first. I stood up and took my jeans and boxerbriefs off. He stood up and pulled his shirt and shorts off. He sat down. I told him to pull his underwear off too. He looked kinda nervous but he pulled them off. I noticed he had such a nice ass. I wanted to grab it but didn't want to scare him. He sat down and grabbed his cock and stroked it a little. He asked for some lube and I handed him the bottle. He squeezed it along the shaft and slowly stoked it. I did the same. For some reason as he stroked his cock it made that oily squishy sound and it was turning me on so much. I almost came just thinking about his cock and watching him. I only looked at his cock with my gaze. I didn't turn my head because I didn't want him to catch me. I was suppose to be straight with a girlfriend. He talked about how much he wanted to fuck the girl in the movie. How much he loved her tits and ass. I just agreed. He than told me how bad he needed a blow job. His girlfriend had been busy with work and school. They hadn't fucked in a while and he really needed to cum. I told him I love blowjobs. He was staring at the screen the entire time just stroking. He looked at me a few times but not enough to show there was an interest for anything else. I reached over to grab more lube and he twitched a little and asked what was I doing.  I told him I was grabbing lube. He laughed and said he thought I was gonna grab his cock. I laughed too and told him i wasn't. If I was going to I would wait until next time. He just gave me a weird look. i guess he was wondering if i was kidding or not. (I wasn't) I got the towels I had set out to use as our cumrags. I laid it on my stomach and started stroking my cock. I made some moaning noises and fucked my hand. Made sure he noticed it. He looked at me a few times and was stroking more intensely. He would go back and forth looking at me and the tv. I was doing the same but I made sure he saw me taking glances at his cock while he stroked it. While he stroked his cock in the twisting motion it made even more "noise" and I started cuming. I shot on my chest. Got most of it on the towel but a lot on me. A few seconds later he started shooting and moaning. He shot all over his chest but he got a few drops on my arm. I was surprised he came so much and shot so far. He saw the drops on my arm and apologized. I told him there were no worries, we're  buds. He just smiled and grabbed the towel and cleaned off. I tried to discreetly lick the cum from my arm. Not sure if he saw me? I know he looked at my arm and saw the smear mark. He got dressed and said he enjoyed it. Told me he wanted to do it again. Wasn't sure if he was serious or bullshitting but we've been texting everyday since. Nothing sexual really. Just how much fun he had "hanging" out and wants to again.

Straight cop loves getting head

Hey, everyone. I am really sorry I haven't posted on lately. I've been super busy with work, school...and partying. Celebrated a birthday week and SXSW was in full swing. There was a parties and concerts every night. I really haven't had much sex in the last few weeks mostly jerking off. Was able to convince my cop friend J to drop by and feed me his cock. I first met him on Craigslist. He was looking for a bj. We met on and off to hook up. I never knew he was a cop until he was showed up at my job. Someone had been caught stealing and APD (Austin Police Department and I work in retail) had been called. He showed and needles to say it was a bit awkward. I text him a few days later. I told him to show up in his uniform. He did and needles to say...totally HOT!

I was at work a few days ago. J had text me earlier asking if he could drop by and get some head. I told him I was working and couldn't do it. Good thing it was a slow day at work. I asked if I could go home early. They let me go home. I text J  while I was going home. He told me he would be at my place in 30 minutes. He showed up in his uniform which totally turns me on. It had to be a quickie because he was on duty. As soon as he walked I got on my knees. I chewed on his cock through his pants and it started growing. He unzipped and pulled his cock. I grabbed it and licked the head. I put my mouth on the head and slowly sucked it. I strated sucking feeling it grow harder in my mouth. I slowly sucked it all the way down to the shaft. I lightly sucked it putting very little pressure and suction. Just lightly glided my lips up and down his shaft. The entire time I lick the tip of his cock with my tounge. I started sucking harder on it. He told me to pull his balls out and suck them. I did as he said. I lick his balls and gently tugged on them with me teeth, I sucked on his balls and got both of them in my mouth. He let out an soft moan. He pulled his balls out of my mouth. He started rubbing his cock along my lips. I open my mouth and slapped my tounge with his cock. He squeezed and rubbed the precum on my tounge. It tasted so sweet. I sucked on his cock and he just stood there with his arms at his waist just looking at me. I sucked on only the head for a bit. I licked and sucked on his cock for about 5 minutes. After a bit he grabbed my head and slowly started fucking my face. He would hold my head and force it down my throat. He face fucked me for a bit longer. I started sucking his cock again. He ran his hands through my hair and grabbed the back of my head with both hands. He was looking down at me while he fucked my mouth. He than told me, "I'm gonna hit it just like a pussy.". And he did for a bit. Made me deepthroat it and gag on it. He sat down on the couch and told me to swallow his nut. I started sucking his cock harder. He started say "I'm almost there. Keep going. That's it...keep going. I'm gonna cum. I'm gonna cum.". He grabbed the back of my head with both hands. He pushed my head all the way down on his cock. He started cuming and I started swallowing his cum. While he shot down my throat he said,"Swallow! Fucking swallow it and don't spill a drop on my uniform.". And of course I did I swallow it all. After he calm down he zipped up and told me he needed that nut. He left satisfied and I had a sore throat and a stomach with a four day load of cum in it. But satisfied also.

Straight pizza guy

This past weekend was my birthday. Just been so busy with work and planning  my party. Now with SXSW. it's gonna be a long week. LOL! This is B. He's a straight guy I suck off and get fucked by. We met at UT last year. One night we went out to 6th Street to have some and blow off steam after finals. We went back to his place to keep having a few more beers. (Through out the entire year he always teased and told me how big his cock was. Of course I would always told him to pull it out and prove it. He would laugh and tell me "No way! You would like that too much.") Well, we drank some more and played on his Xbox. It was getting late. He got up and went to the bathroom and turned off the lights before he went in. After a few minutes he open the door and told me to close my eyes. He asked if they were closed. I said yes. I had my eyes closed when I heard the door open. I could hear him walking towards me. He told me to open my eyes. I did and he was standing in front of me wearing a t-shirt, no jeans, his boxers and a huge hard on was poking out through the opening. He wasn't lying...very nice cock!!!! He told me I could grab it if I wanted to but not to put it in my mouth. Of course when someone tells you not to do something. You do it. I stroked him  for a bit. He looked at me while I did. As soon as I put my mouth on his cock his jaw dropped, he slightly moaned and closed his eyes. He just stood there while I sucked his cock. He moved and laid on the bed. The entire time I was still sucking his cock. I slowly sucked his cock. I made sure I gave him a great blowjob. I loved his cock. For some reason the smell of beer on his breath and the fact that no other guy had ever touched his cock turned me on so much. I licked his balls and he let another moan. I looked up at him and his eyes were closed and he was loving it. I licked the head of his and than went all the way down on his cock. I deepthroated his cock all the way to the base. He let out a huge moan and said "If your mouth feels this good...I wonder what something else feels like?". I took that as a hint. I undid my shorts and pull them off along with my underwear. I squeezed his cock and had precum on the head of his cock and my hand. I climbed up on top of him and rubbed the head of his cock on my ass. I slowly lowered myself on it. I went slow but as soon as the head popped in he let out an " OH MY GOD!". I lowered myself on his cock slowly. I sat all the way down and fucked myself on it. I rode him for about 10 minutes and I loved the way his cock felt. Sliding in and out of my ass. He started moaning and telling me how good my ass felt. He grabbed my hips and started thrusting into me. About 30 seconds later he did one final thrust. He grabbed my hips, pushed me down on to his cock and thrust into me. I felt him start shooting his load into my ass. I loved the way his cock twitched and as he shoot his load I started squeezing my ass. That drove him wild. Every time I squeezed my ass he moaned. After he finished I got off of him and put on my shorts. I went to the bathroom and when I came out I went to the bed, B was asleep. I could hear him snoring. Which I found funny. He had just cum up my ass less than five minutes ago. I left and went home. I didn't see or hear from him for about a week. He called me the following Saturday and asked if I could meet him at his place because he wanted to talk to me. I met him an hour later and he asked me if we had sex the week before. He told me he first thought it was a dream but kept getting flashbacks through out the week. I told him I didn't want to lie to him, we did have sex. He than asked me if we could have sex again because he didn't really remember and wanted to know if he liked it. I almost laughed out loud. But he was HOT and I did want to have sex him again. I agreed. that's pretty much how I started out fucking.
For the last week B and I hung out everyday to help plan out my party. And of course we fucked everyday. Sometimes more than once. He spent the night twice this week and we fucked all night.