Tuesday, February 14, 2012

The story between Cam and I so far...Part 3

It was 4th of July weekend. (Actually, it was the 2nd because the 4th was on a Monday) I was pretty excited because my friend C was having a little get together. It had been such a long week. Was so stressed out with work and school. Couldn't wait for some time to just relax and have some fun. I was working until 3pm that day. I called Cam before I went to work. I asked if he was coming with me to C's get together, He said he wasn't sure because his roommate wanted to go out of town and invited him to join. To be honest I never cared for his roommate and his roommates boyfriend. They always came off a bit shady. We never really got along. His roommate would ask him to do things w/him. Or ask him to hang out when he knew we had plans. Cam always told me how he really didn't like being at his place very much. That's one of the main reasons why he was always at my place. He also told me that his roommate wouldn't charge him very much rent. I never asked or even insinuated it but I always wondered if he would have to do extra "chores" to make up for it.
"Where are you guys gonna go? I thought you had to work tomorrow?"
"Yea, I do but I think I might give my shift away if we go to Dallas? What time was C's get together tonight?"
"Well, that's why I was calling. It's around 8pm tonight but they're all going downtown first. Than head back his place. If you are going to Dallas I'll just meet them downtown. But if you wanna go. We can meet at my place when I get out of work and than head downtown."
"Oh, ok. Well, I'm not sure? We're suppose to leave in about an hour or so. But I'm not really sure yet? But I'll let you know, Jase."
"Ok, sounds good. I'm just arriving to work Call me and let me know. Or just text me. I'll talk to you later, bye."
The day was actually going by pretty quickly. I really hadn't paid attention to the time. It was slow at work and I realized that Cam hadn't called or text. I grabbed my phone and told one of the girls I was gonna step outside to call Cam. I walked out and called but no answer. I wondered if he had left with out saying anything, Well, at least letting me know. Just than D called me.
"Hey, Jasen. How are you?"
"Good, at work.What's up?"
"Are you going tonight?"
"Yea...I guess?"
"Why do you say it like that?"
"Oh. No, I'm going but not sure about Cam? I tried calling him but he didn't answer. He said he might go out of town tonight instead but I told him to let me know. I haven't heard from him. Not sure if he left after all?"
"Oh, that sucks. I'm sorry. I was calling because we (D and his boyfriend G) aren't going downtown. We were gonna make dinner and have some drinks here before meeting everyone at C's place. Was wondering if you guys wanted to join us?"
"That sounds awesome but not sure yet because of Cam. I get out in an hour. Can I call you back later and let you know?"
"Sure. Sounds good."
I went back to work but still kept thinking if Cam had left for Dallas. For the last hour everyone kept texting me, asking if I was meeting them downtown. I kept telling them I wasn't sure. Finally, I left work and headed home to shower and change. Of course Cam calls me as I'm about to get in the shower.
"Hey, Jase. I saw you called. What's going on?"
"Where are you?"
"I'm at my place. Why?"
"You never called me or text me.Was wondering if you had left."
"Sorry, some stuff came up. Didn't go after all. Are we still going tonight?"
I told him what D had planned and asked if he wanted to join them. Than we could all head over to C's from there. He really liked the idea.
"Jase the only thing is, I'm not sure how long I'll stay?"
"Well, since we're not going to Dallas we're going out here."
"Oh...what time?"
He turned the phone away from his face a bit and yelled at his roommate.
"HEY! What time are we going to...to tonight? Yea, ok...That'll work. Not sure Jase. They're gonna call and let me know. than I'll just meet them there."
"Ok...guess that'll work?"
"Cool. I guess we can meet them around 6pm? Will that work?"
"Yea, I'll call D and let him know we're coming over around 6. It'll give me a chance to take my shower and let everyone know we'll meet them later and C's place. So, I'll see you around 5:30ish at my place. Ok?"
"Sure. Sounds good. See ya than."
I text everyone the new plan. I finished my shower and relaxed a few before Cam arrived. He arrived close to 6pm. We talked and got everything ready. We decided to take my Jeep. Told him it would be best since he didn't have much gas. Also, it gave me a chance to try to convince him to stay. But he didn't want to. Because if he left early he didn't want me to have to leave and dive him back to my place. We drove in Cam's car to D and G's place. They were cooking and having drinks. Cam went to go help G in the kitchen. I made us both a  cocktail. D asked me to to step outside to the patio with him. "I am so glad you guys could join us. G and I don't have many gay couple friends. Or gay friends for that matter."
"I am glad you invited us. It's a nice change of pace from the going to bars. Don't get me wrong. I love going out but sometimes you just wanna stay in."
"So,true." D than asked how everything was going between Cam and I. Told him it was going well. He said he hasn't seen me so "giddy" and into a guy in a while. I laughed and smiled. "You guys look happy. I'm happy for you Jasen. Maybe you'll settle down now." "Maybe? It's going well. We have our ups and downs but who doesn't. We're still getting to now each other but it's been fun." I told D while we sat down. "Oh, trust me. It's hard work. G and I have been at it for eleven years. It's been work the entire time. But if you two really like each other than you should work at it. It's so worth it." "OH MY GOD, D! Eleven years? WOW! That's great. I knew you guys were together for a long time but didn't know it was that long. I can barely last eleven days before they get on my nerves." We both laughed and took a sip of our drinks. He pointed at Cam "Well, he seems to have lasted way beyond eleven days."
"Yea, I guess he has."
I said while I made a small smile. Just at that moment, as if he knew, Cam looked up and outside at us. he met my gaze and smiled. I smiled even more. I told D I was going back inside. He followed me. "Hey, you guys. G and I are going over to C's for a party. A little 4th of July couples get together. Nothing fancy. Y'all should come with us." D said while he handed me another drink. "Wanna go Jase? It sounds like fun."
"Yea, sure why not. Lets." We had a great dinner. We all talked and laughed. Made drinks. D told me about a party that a friend of ours C was having. C is a mutual friend but it was a "couples" party. He asked me if Cam and I wanted to go. I told him that would be fun. A few hours passed by and C text me. Telling me that they were on their way home. Will be there in 10 minutes. I had actually forgotten about going over. I asked D and G if they were going and said they still wanted to. We all drove over in Cam's car. I had told D it would be better if we took two cars because Cam might not stay the entire night. He said it was fine. he didn't want to stay too long. And if cam left early it would be a good excuse to leave. We arrived at C's place. Everyone was a little buzzed. We had more drinks. We all joked around and had fun. My phone vibrated. I looked it. It was Cam's roommate. I ignored it I didn't want to leave. We were all having fun. (I don't recall if I mentioned it or not but Cam had his calls and texts forward to my phone. He's always leaving his phone in his car or at home. Since he's always with me, according to him, it would just be easier.) I deleted the text. Around 1am Cam asked if anyone had called or text. I told him no one had but I also ha my phone on silent. He tried calling them but no one answered. He sent them a text. He handed me my phone back. But he had turned my ringer back on. a second later my phone went off. He looked at me. I couldn't do anything. He had heard the text. I gave it to him. He responded. and told me he had to leave. He told D and G he was leaving. He asked if I wanted to stay or leave. I was pretty wasted by this time. I thought maybe I could convince him to come back after he dropped them off. I left with him. None of us said much o the way back. After we dropped them off I told Cam it would be better if we just went back to C's place. Cam didn't want to. He said he had made plans with his roommates. He wanted to go.
"I already had told you about this Jase. you knew I wasn't going to stay the entire night."
" I know but it's 1am. What's the point of going out now? We can just stay at C's place. If we get really wasted we can stay in one of the guest rooms."
"No! If you want I can turn around and just drop you back off at C's."
"No, I won't last much longer. I should get to bed. You could just come in and crawl into bed with me. I won't argue."
"Cam it's passed 1am. By the time you drop me off and head downtown and park and get in, it'll be last call. What's the point?!"
" I never said I was going to a club."
"Than where are you going?" Cam looked at me and I could tell he really didn't want to answer that. We pulled up to my complex and drove in. he was still quiet. I kept looking at him. Waiting for him to respond.
"What! Why do you keep looking at me, Jase?"
"Well, you never answered me. Where are you going to meet your roommates?" I knew if I had to ask twice, I probably really didn't want to know the answer.
"FINE! I'm going to Midtown Spa with them! Happy!" (Midtown Spa is a gay gentleman's spa.)
"SERIOUSLY, CAM! Seriously?"
"What? You wanted to know." I became so mad. I couldn't believe he wanted to go there to go fuck. I thought we had something? I opened the car door.
"Enjoy fucking at the spa!" I slammed the the door and walked to my apartment. He reversed and sped out of there. I was so pissed off! I didn't care if I saw him ever again. I walked into my apartment and just started taking off my clothes and tossing them om the floor. I was crawling into bed when i heard my phone. I had gotten a text. Than another and another and another. I was hoping it was Cam saying he was sorry for what happened. It was Cam and D talking.
"I'm so glad to have met you tonight Cameron. You're such a nice guy. When are you and Jase coming over again?"
"I don't know if hat will be happening any time soon. Jase and I got into a fight as I dropped him off."
"What happened?"
"He wanted me to stay with him and I didn't want to. I was going to go out with my roommate but I don't think that's gonna happen."
"Jasen can't expect you to be with him all the time. That's not fair of him to be upset with you because of that. And why can't you go out with your roommate?"
"He's already there. We were going together but they left without me. So, I think I am just gonna stay home and play games."
"Ok, Cameron. Did you still want to drop by tomorrow after work and play online?"
"Yea, I will call you from work to make sure we are still on."
"Ok, sounds good. Well, Cameron I am kinda drunk but please don't disappear on me. You are a really sweet nice guy. Promise me that if you and Jasen don't work out, you'll stick around."
"I will. I promise. I will see you tomorrow."
I'm reading this conversation and wondering why D is speaking to Cam this way. Sounds a little...flirtatious on D's part. But I just ignore it. Blamed it on the alcohol. I finally fell asleep. I woke up the nest morning. Cam was the first thing that popped into my mind. I once again looked at the conversation between D and Cam. I just cleaned my apartment when D called me. Asking if I was going to the party. I told d I wanted to but not sure if I was because Cam and I had an argument last night. D told me that Cam told him about it. He was dropping by after work to hang out and play some online games. He would talk to Cam for me and try to clear everything up. I was thankful because I really liked Cam. He asked what happened. I told him that we had just gotten in an argument. I really didn't want to go into details. But It was something that Cam and I had to work out but just felt really bad how we ended it. I was drunk, he was buzzing. I do believe I had a right to get mad. I just wished we would've talked. We spoke a little more and he than hung up because he had to get dressed because Cam just text him. He was on his way. I than went about my apartment cleaning. But still wondering what D was telling Cam. If we were gonna get through this or was this the end of us. A few hours passed. I hadn't heard anything. Figured I might as well make a drink and have a party of one for tonight. Just as I was getting out of the shower, Cam called. "Hey, you want to go over to D and G's place? Hang for a bit before heading out to the party."
"YES!" I must have sounded so desperate but I was so happy to hear from him. "I can meet you in 15 minutes. How does that sound?"
"I'll go pick you Jase."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'll see you in a few." I got dressed trying to go for casuel cool with a hint of sexiness. Didn't want to seem like I was trying. But wanted him to see me as someone he couldn't resist. Cam arrived in 20 minutes. He knocked on the door and than walked in. I was in my room looking for my flip flop. He smiled and me. "You look nice." Cam said as he walked over to me, hugged me and gave me a huge kiss. "Sorry, about last night, Jase. I didn't go after all." I felt relieved but still upset that he would even think about going but decided to leave it alone. "Yea, I am sorry too. I didn't mean to blow up" He still had his arms around me. He leaned his head against mine."We'll talk more later. Lets just go and have a good time to night. Agreed?"
"Yes agreed." We went to D and G's place. Had a drink. D called me outside. He said he wanted to have a word with me.
"How is everything?"
"Good, I think? Why what did Cam say? What did he tell you?"
"Good. Oh, nothing. Just wanted to make sure everything was ok with you guys. But I can't tell you anything we spoke about. Just like I wouldn't tell him anything you and I spoke about. I like to keep it that way. I don't like to betray peoples trust. But we'll talk more later. Lets get ready and head out soon."
"Oh, ok." I was a little upset because I wanted to know what they had spoken about but I understood what D was saying and respected it. We had one more drink before leaving. As we drove to the party D sat with me in the back. I was looking out the window when D tapped me on the shoulder. "You ok, Jasen?" "Yea, I'm good. Why?" "Oh, nothing. It's ok. Don't worry about anything. Any ways if I were you, I'd forget about this one." He pointed and Cam. Cam was driving and talking to G. He hadn't heard D. I looked and him with a puzzled look. "Forget about him? Why? Why do you say that?" "We'll talk later. Later." Now I am even more confused. He first tells me all is good. And now he tells me to forget about Cam. I wanted to ask what he ment by that but I didn't want to ask while Cam was within hearing distance. At the party everyone asked about Cam. I knew most of the people there and they knew the last boyfriend I had was my navy guy. Which was over a year ago. I gave them the nickle version of the story of how we met. Cam was inside talking to some of the other guys. I told them that he was cute, sweet, nice, caring but could be an ass also. But weird at the same time. D laughed,"Yea, very weird some times." I just smiled. I walked inside and to make another drink. Cam came up to me. hugged me and asked if I could make him one. As I made him his drink he was being very affectionate. He was hugging me and kissing my neck. I handed him his drink, he kissed me on the lips and licked my ear. "Thanks babe." he whispered in my ear and walked outside. I just smiled to myself. D walked in saw me and asked what was I smiling about. I just nodded and walked out. The rest of the night wa about the same. The entire night was about the same. Cam would sneak kisses, kiss my neck or lick my earlobe. The third time he did that I grabbed his face with both hands and told him;"Stop it! You know what that does to me. If you don't quit I am going to end up attacking you by the end of the night." "I know." Cam said in a soft sexy voice. He smiled at me, than gave me a quick kiss and a lick on the lips and moved away. Lets go outside. He grabbed my hand and lead me out. It was around 2am and time to go home. By this time Cam and I were all over each other. We went back to D and G's place. We all took everything out of the car and into the houe. Cam grabbed my hand and lead me outside and started kissing me again. He lead me to his car and leaned back holding me. D walked over and coughed. We both laughed and smiled. "You guys aren't driving home are you?" D asked. "I'm good, D. Really. I'm not drunk. Just a little sleepy maybe and tired but that's about it." I told D. "Trust me I am UP!" Cam said while he hugged me tighter. "Don't worry about it. We're fine. We're going over to Jase's place. It's not far from here. We can text you when we get there to make you feel better. Is that ok D?"
"I just feel better if you guys stayed here. I can cook breakfast before you leave. I'll make some pancakes. C'mon guys!" Cam and I looked at each other. He motioned to go inside. D smiled and lead the way. I turned around and looked at Cam. "I know. Just humor him. You're still going to be mine tonight." He whispered in my ear. By this time G was already in bed asleep and passed out. Cam and I sat on the sofa. D motioned to go upstairs. We followed him up. We waked into the TV room where there was a sofa too. I thought he wanted us to sleep here. He opened a closet and pulled out two sets of pillows and blankets.He handed us each a set. "Thanks D but we just need a pillow each and one huge blanket. We'll be fine." I told D as I handed him back the extras. D handed them back to me,"No, Cam you can sleep here and Jase you can sleep downstairs." Cam and I looked at each other. Cam smiled at D.
"No, you don't understand. Jase and I want to sleep in the same bed."
"Oh, no. You can't be in the same bed."
"Why not?
"Because I know what you're gonna do. That can't happen."
"You two want to have sex. I really don't care if you do but if G wakes up because of moans or whatever reason. He'll be so mad at me."
"We'll be really quiet, promise. We'll even go downstairs. You won't hear us." By this time Cam had me wrapped up in a blanket and hugging me.
"I don't know? I don't feel comfortable if you caught."
"We won't. Promise."
"Ok, fine. but if he catches you I don't know anything. I am gonna tell him I gave you both pillows and blanets and left"
"That's fine. If anything happens I'll tell him I snuck down to see Jase. Thanks."
We went down stairs. We waited of for D to go into the room. We laid down and started kissing. It seemed we couldn't get enough of each other for some reason. Don't know what it was about that night? We weren't drunk. We weren't on anything. I don't know if it was just me but somehow everything else faded. It was just...us. We were laying side by side facing each other, kissing. He pulled me on top of him and pulled off my shirt. He started feeling my stomach and chest. I could feel him pressing up against me through his shorts. He rubbed my crotch with his hand. I leaned forward and kissed hi some more. I pulled his shirt off and licked his chest. He smelled so good. He than turned me over and got on top and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He was on top of me. Playing with my hair, kissing me, licking my ear and neck. Biting my shoulder. My hands were caressing back and grabbing his ass. We were both moaning and breathing deeply. I reached for his belt when we heard the door open. We looked at each other and Cam jumped in next to me. He wrapped the blanket around me and spooned me. We heard someone coming down the stairs. They walked into kitchen, turned on the light, got a drink of water and went back upstairs. Cam couldn't tell who it was because he was behind me. But I told him it was G. He freaked a little. " Do you think he heard us?" Cam asked me. "I don't know? I don't think we were making noise? We stayed silent spooning for a while. I was falling asleep when  felt him get up. "Where are you going, Cam?" He put on his shirt and handed me mine. "We walked outside. "What are we doing out here?" "I just wanted to get some fresh air. And I also wanted to talk to you." "Sure. What is it Cam?"
"Well, I just wanted to say thank you."
"Thank you? For what? I haven't done anything"
"Yes, you have. I guess you just don't know it. Remember when I told you you had saved me. You kinda did. Not just because of what I told you but because of everything. Yes, I get depressed. I feel lonely. But you've helped me with that. I told you earlier. I actually get happy. I smile because I know I am going to go see you. I know you're or myself are almost out or class and we're going to see each other. I know it sounds sappy but that's how you make me feel." I just smiled. "Also, the relationship with my father hasn't been the greatest. And you've helped me with that too. When I've fought with my father, you've always calm down and help me see things clearer. I know I'm only 23 and it sounds like bullshit but I've through a lot. For a long time I had to be on my own. Yes, The navy helped out, got married and made friends. But none of that lasted. I guess all I'm trying to say Jase is thank you. You've helped me out through so much. You just don't know." While he said this his voice cracked a bit. "Can I ask you a question?" "Sure." "Why Midtowne? Why were you so adamant about going last night?" Cam leaned into me and pressed his forehead into mind. "I don't know? My roommates wanted to go. I had promised I would go. I actually had told them I would go with them before I had made plans with you." "I understand all about keeping plans you previously made with someone. But you're telling me all these thing. And than you were wanting to go to Midtowne last night. How do you think that makes me feel?" He looked into my eyes and gave me a half smile. "I'm sorry. I really don't like going there very much. I mean, yes I have gone there before. But honestly I think maybe the people I went with have given me something. Because some of the times I've gone I can't remember the night. Or just remember bits and pieces. And I hadn't had anything to drink. Just a Diet Coke." "Seriously, Cam! This never occurred to you that maybe they did give you something." "I had a few times." "And you still wanted to go last night?" "I'm sorry Jase. OK. I'm sorry." He put his head down. I felt so bad for him. Another reason I didn't like his "roommates". I always wondered if they made his do things he didn't want to. Maybe it was the emotions from tonight? Maybe it was what he told me? Maybe it was the way he looked so vulnerable but I was going to ask him to move in with me. I can't stand him being there anymore. I grabbed his face, pulled it up and smiled. He smiled back. I leaned into him and kissed him softly. He started kissing me passionately. He put his arms around me. He hugged me and pulled me closer. I hugged him back. Thank God it was close to 4am. We were putting on quiet a show. In all honestly even if it was 4am, I don't think I would've cared. The way I felt for this boy, I didn't care who knew or saw. We just kept kissing and getting lost in each other. He moved his right hand down my back. Caressing me. Than he moved his hand down and grabbed my ass and pulled me in even tighter. I felt how hard he was through his shorts. I rubbed up against him for a bit as we kissed. "I want you so bad Jasen." He grabbed my had and lowed it to the front of his crotch. I could feel how much he wanted me. I caressed him. Rubbing it. I felt him starting to undo his belt. I pushed him away. "Cam, no. We almost got busted a little while ago."
"But we didn't."
"Well, true. But I don't want to take that chance again."
"But we're not in the house. They can't hear us. Neighbor on one side. Inside their house. Defiantly can't hear us. And street to our other. Only people driving by at this hour." He grabbed my hand, pulled me into him and kissed me. He lead me down the patio stairs and into the corner of the yard. the entire time he did not stop kissing me. He laid me down on the grass. I looked up and all I saw was trees and stars. He gently kissed my cheek and neck. Licked my earlobe. I pushed him on his back. I couldn't control myself anymore. I lifted his shirt. Kissed his stomach. He moaned quietly. I licked his abs and moved further down. He had a huge tent in his shorts. I grabbed it. I undid his belt and shorts. He already had a wet spot on his underwear. I pulled them back and his cock popped out. It was so hard. He had a drop of precum on the tip and a string from it to his crotch. Leaned forward and licked it off. He moaned. I squeezed it and more came out. I licked it off too. I heard him whisper "Please" and that was such a turn on. I slowly started sucking him. Slowly. Tasting every inch of him. He would grab the back of my head and slowly push me all the way down. I moved over on top of him. I grabbed his hips and went all the way down and deepthroat him. He let out a sigh. And I knew he loved it. I let up and started licking his balls. Slowly taking one into my mouth. I'd trace his balls with my tongue. After a bit he reached down and pulled me up with one hand and slapped his cock against my lips with the other. He traced it along them. I opened my mouth and swallowed it. He grabbed my head and held it in place while he moved his hips and slowly fucked my face. Love feeling his cock sliding back and forth between my lips. He suddenly stopped. I thought he was getting ready to cum but he pushed me back and climbed on me. He undid my shorts and pulled them of with my underwear. He leaned down and swallowed me whole. He slowly sucked while he played with my hole with one hand. Every once in a while he'd let up and I'd hear him spit and could feel the wetness on his fingers as he rubbed it on me. I heard his spit again but this time it landed on my hole. He leaned forward and lifted my legs as he did, He had them over his shoulders. He leaned into me and kissed me. At the same time I felt the tip of his cock against me. He pushed and the head popped in. I grabbed his arms and let out a moan but he covered it with his mouth. He moved back to kissing my ear. I felt him push further in. I bit on his shoulder. He whispered, "Told you, you would be mine tonight." He looked at me and gave me a sexy mischievous grin and kissed me again. I kissed him so passionately. I felt him start going deeper in me. I bit down on his shoulder again and made a small moan. "Am I hurting you?" "No." But I felt him go slower. This time he started going slower. He took his time going all the way in me. Once he was all the way in I could feel him slowly moving back and forth. After a bit it felt so good. He would pull out and slowly go all the way back in me. I could feel his balls against me. I would slowly squeeze my ass on his cock. "Oh, my God. I love it when you do that." He leaned back and grabbed my hips. He slowly started fucking me. I was rock hard at this point. I was leaking everywhere. He started a slow steady pace into me. We were both moaning but had to keep quiet. He felt so good sliding into me. Wish we could've made it last longer but I was early morning and people were going to start waking soon. I loved seeing body move as he fucked me. He lean down on top of me, scooped his hands down behind me and grabbed my ass and laid his head on my chest. He spread my ass further apart. I felt him go in deeper. He slowly started to increase his pace.  I grabbed his head and hair and leaned forward and kissed his head. I don't know if it was the position or just everything in general but I was getting ready to cum. I hadn't really touched my self that much. But I was so close. I whispered to Cam I was getting ready shoot. He brought my legs over his shoulders and kissed me. But this time he just rammed into me. I grabbed his ass to bring him deeper into me. He started fucking me harder and faster. With each thrust a little bit of cum would come out. He captured every moan with his kiss. I felt my body start shaking. He felt it too. He didn't stop fucking me. I broke away from his kiss and wrapped my arms around his neck and grabbed the back of his neck. I felt my self start shooting between our bodies. I bit his shoulder and started breathing heavily. As I was shooting I started squeezing his cock harder with my ass. He buried his face in my neck. "Oh, my god. Oh my god. Oh, my god...you're making me cum." Cam kept whispering in my ear. I felt his cock grow harder. It was so hard in me. I could feel every spasm and twitch. I felt him shooting in me. With every twitch I would squeeze my ass. "Oh, my god..." I'd hear him whisper. By the time we stopped he was on top of me laying on my chest. Both of us breathing heavily. My legs still wrapped around him. He lifted his head and leaned over and kissed me. "That was amazing. I wish we could just lay here and fall asleep but I think we better go in before D and G wake up and see my bare ass and your legs wrapped around it." "I think you're probably right?" Cam pushed himself up and slowly pulled out of him. He was still rock hard. As he pulled his cock there was a string of cum from my ass to the tip of his cock. It broke but there was still a string hanging from his cock. I lean over and squeezed his cock and brought a bit more to the tip. I licked it off and licked his cock clean. "WOW! That was so hot. Makes me wanna fuck you again." Cam grabbed me by the waist and kissed me hard. "Lets go inside and get a little rest. Trust me. you'll need it later." Cam grabbed my hand and lead me in. We went back to the living room. We both laid together and Cam spooned me. We fell asleep for about 2 1/2 hours. We heard D and G coming down the stairs. "Aawww, you guys look so cute together. I opened my eyes and saw D standing over us. Cam kissed the back of my head. "Where's G?" I asked D. "He's inside getting everything ready for breakfast. Now, get up." D said pulling the sheet off of us. I sat up and asked "D, you think we could take a quick shower before we eat?" "Yea, you guys can. Only if you promise not to fuck in there." We agreed. We grabbed our change of clothes from Cam's backpack. We ran upstairs. I hadn't even taken my shirt off and Cam was all over me. "Cam, no." He laughed and moved away. We got in and started cleaning up. Cam kissed my neck and back. I could feel his hard on poking my back. He had already cleaned up. I was finishing up when I looked behind me and saw Cam leaning against the wall of the shower jerking off. He looked so hot. I got instantly hard. I wanted to jerk off too but I could never really get off in the shower. A few seconds later he said he was coming. I knelt in front of him and as soon as he started coming I started sucking him and went all the way down to the base. He grabbed the back of my head with one hand and bit fist with the other. Once he stopped shooting I stood up and turned the water off. We dried each other off and got dressed. I unlocked and opened the door. D was standing there. "Oh, hey! I was coming to get you. Breakfast is ready." He said and walked away. That seemed a little weird. We all ate. D started going on about what he thought we could all do. At first we had all made plans to spend the day together. But last night at the party Cam and I agreed that we just wanted to spend the day together. Do our own thing. We told D how we felt. G was fine with it but D didn't seem to happy. But we just explained that we just wanted to spend some time with each other. I don't know why he was making such a big deal out of it. G was perfectly fine with it. But D was going on how he had changed his plans to hang out with us. He was really looking forward to hanging out with us because they don't have many "gay" couple to hang out with. I tried to tell him we had other days. It wasn't really a big deal. We agreed to hang out later during the week. Cam and I got our stuff ready to leave. We said our good-byes and got in his car. Cam grabbed and held my hand as we drove off. That day was perfect. We had coffee, walked around, caught a movie, talked and went out that night. The next few days were awesome. We would go to class, go to work and worked out. Cam would always be with me at my place. If he went to his place it would be just for a little bit. Grab a few things and than leave. I hadn't asked him to move in yet. It was always on my mind. But I kept holding off. I wanted to know if he would ask first. Everything was going great. It was...perfect. But as we all know nothing is ever perfect. Very little did I know that this was only the calm before the storm.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

The story between Cam and I so far...Part 2

I'm really sorry that I haven't blogged in a good while. Just been dealing with my ex (the navy guy) school and work. I really haven't done anything "unusual" lately. Just messed with the same guys. But before I start blogging about them, I want to finish Cam and I. I know some of you are tired hearing of him. Sorry. Than just skip this story...

We made out for a good while on the hood of Cam's car. Than he pulled me off and we walked holding hands up to my apartment. As soon as we walked in E hugged us and kissed each of our cheeks. (He was drunk)
He was saying how happy he was we had made up and how "cute" we were together. Cam just looked at me, smiled and kissed me. Shortly afterwards E went into my room to go to sleep on my bed. We went to the sofa, laid down and talked. We talked for a good long while about everything between us. How to we felt about each other. We decided to to try to remain friends and whatever happens, happens. He told me he had to leave because he had to get to his dad's place, We hugged and gave each other another kiss. He left and I went to bed. He was gone for the weekend. I hung out with friends and told them everything that happened. He came back Monday but drove directly to work. After work he called me asking if he could come by my place. He wanted to see me. He hadn't seen or spoken to me all weekend and missed me. He came by around midnight. I opened the door and he walked in and gave me a huge hug and kiss. We didn't even say a word. It was like in  the movies. We kissed from the doorway to my bedroom, leaving a trail of clothing all the way. We hardly said a word. The entire time we kept looking into each others eyes. Slowly kissing each other making and making love. We were on my bed. I had my legs wrapped around his waist. He was on top of me, hugging me. Slowly fucking me. It was slow and passionate. But I could feel him all the way inside of me. I could hear him breathing in my ear.
"You feel so good, Jase." Cam whispered in my ear.
"I want to feel every inch of you. I love the way you feel inside of me."
Than Cam slowly started to push into me. I could feel him going in deeper. I let out a light moan and bit down on his shoulder. He moaned even louder. He started to fuck me harder.I could feel his cock sliding in and out of me. I squeezed down on his cock and milked him with my ass.
"Oh, my God. Fuck."
"Fuck me Cam."
He kissed me and pushed in deeper. I gently bit his shoulder and neck. He stared fucking me harder. I wrapped my arms and legs around him. He bit down on my shoulder and that turned me on even more.
"I'm gonna fuck you so hard!"
He fucked me for a bit longer. Than he turned me around. We made love and fucked for the rest of the night. By the time we fell asleep and woke up, we were covered in bite marks. We had them on our chest, neck, back and shoulders. Everything was good well. We were getting closer and having a lot of sex. It was as we were becoming a couple. We had just finished working out and decided to grab a bite to eat. We were eating and talking about E inviting us to his b-day party. We were both excited to go. Cam just kept looking at me the entire time. I asked him what was wrong. He said nothing but he was just thinking.
"What are you thinking about?"
"Us? What do you mean us? Like me and you, us?
"Well, I actually mean you."
"Me? What abut me? What did I do?"
"Nothing. You didn't do anything. I was thinking about when we first met."
"Really, why?"
"I was thinking how you saved me."
"Well, the day we met I was actually depressed. I was at home feeling kinda depressed and lonely. I decided to go out and walk around. I didn't know where but figured since I lived near by, The Domain would be as good as any. That's when I ran into everyone and met you. You cheered me up. You helped me. You brought me out of my depression. You were there for me when I needed someone to be there for me. Thank you. You have no idea how much you mean to me."
I smiled at him. He leaned over the table an kissed me and smiled back. We just looked at each other, smiled again and kept talking about E's party. We went to E's party the following weekend. It was a blast! We all hung out and talked and actually got along all night. Cam and I were all over each other like boyfriends. We made each other drinks, held hands, hugged and kissed all night. We acted completely...in love. Even on the ride home we held hands. He even leaned over and kissed me a few times. He led me up the stairs to my place holding hands. We walked in and walked into the bedroom. Made love all that night and the next morning. Everything was going great. I'm sorry to say but I never liked Cam's roommate to begin with. I was seriously thinking about asking Cam to move in with me. We were going everywhere and doing everything together. We'd take his car or my Jeep. He was spending 4 or 5 days out of the week with me. He would spend the night, go to class, than work and come right back to my place. We would cook together. He'd make me dinner when I got home. He would buy dinner when we didn't feel like cooking. Like I said, everything was going great. Friends and myself have pictures of us on their Facebook. In each picture everyone says we look so happy together. And I honestly thought we were slowly becoming a couple. It was all about "us". Him and I. But I guess I was wrong. It wasn't until July 4th weekend, when everything changed.

Monday, July 18, 2011

The story between Cam and I so far...

Making this story into several parts. Depending how long this lasts. I know I said I wouldn't blog about this until it was finished. But it hasn't finished...yet.

As many of you know Cam is the one that has been occupying my all my time. That's why I haven't posted anything on the blog. I haven't had sex with anyone else but him. Some of it was just a fuck and some was...making love. Yes, I said it. Making love. He has me all twisted up. In mind, heart and sometimes it feels like my body as well. I guess in order to understand all I am going through you have to know it from the beginning. These are stories of what I think are the important aspects of our relationship within these last two months  Just be fore warned. If you're looking for a sex story, this isn't it. So, you may stop reading now. This entry is not sexy. It's not about a conquest or even about sex. It's about what I am going through at this very moment. If you would like to know than continue.

It all started about two months ago. My friends invited me to go grab a bite to eat. I had said yes but at the last minute I was thinking about changing my mind. But decided not to because I had already promised I'd go. We went to Gloria's. (It's a restaurant here in Austin, TX) and we sat on the outside patio. We had a few drinks and were actually getting ready to head out. But decided to have one more round of drinks. Just than Cam walked by. I saw him thought he was cute. He looked at us and smiled. He walked over and I was a little caught off guard. "Why is he coming over?" I thought to myself. But he knew one of my friends, friend. He'll go by S. S and Cam talked for a bit. I looked at H (my friend I had agreed to go out with to eat with and brought S along) and told him I thought Cam was hot! S introduced him to all of us. I asked him to join us for one drink. He agreed. We talked for a about another hour. I thought he was straight when we first met but than admitted he had a boyfriend.We left and agreed to meet again for the weekend to go out. Before we left Cam and I exchanged numbers and accepted each other on Facebook. (lame I know) S and H asked what I was doing after dinner. I told them I was gonna have another drink. I asked if the wanted to join. The declined and left. I went home and posted on Facebook how I had a good night and met a new friend. Almost instantly Cam replied and said it was good meeting me too. I told him I was having a drink and if cared to join me. (Yes, I have to admit it I invited him because I thought he was cute. I was trying to get in his pants. I was buzzing and thought why not?) He didn't reply for about 10 minutes. I figured he wasn't interested. Than out of the blue he sent me a DM and asked for my address. I gave it to him and he came over about 20 minutes later. We talked and joked around. We got to know each other and had a good time. He did spend the night but there was no sex. He left the next morning because he had a class.
We met that Saturday night downtown. I had to work late and didn't show up until 11pm. I text everyone where I was. Cam was with H and S. I had told my girl S to meet me up with us. I wanted her opinion of Cam. I had to admit I was crushing on him a bit and she wanted to meet who was the guy that actually had me "excited". Everyone showed up and I introduced her. Right off the bat she said there was something off about Cam. We stayed there for a few and than decided to go to another bar. Cam and them had already gotten stamped and were able to just walk in. S and I had to wait in line and pay to get in. When we walked in I looked for everyone. I found H and S. I asked for Cam and they told me he had left with some friends. I imminently became mad. My gal S wasn't too happy either. I had gone there to see Cam and he disappears. I decided to make the best of it and have a few drinks and than leave. My family came to visit two days later and stayed for about a week and half. I didn't see or even talk to Cam for the entire time. Than out of the blue I saw he had posted something on Facebook. I decided to say hello. He responded a few minutes later. We did out pleasantries and he said that we should hang out soon. I agreed and he asked if now was good time. I said it was and told him to come over. We caught up and I told him how mad I had gotten at him for leaving that night. He told me he didn't leave. He had gone to go see some friend but he was still there. He told H and S where he had gone. I told him that they told me he had left. He got upset and swore he didn't. He than asked why was I upset that he had "left". I told him it was because I had a small crush on him. He smiled and told me he had a small crush on me too. We smiled at each other and than started kissing. We made out for like 2 hours than had sex. It was really good. We were so turned on by those two hours, we nearly ate each other up. The sex was very intense. He left in the morning but not before giving me a peck on my forehead. I was really crushing on him at this point. We hung out everyday for a week. One day we were watching tv at my place and I leaned in to kiss him. It had been almost a week since we fucked. He looked at me and said that he couldn't make out with me. He had a boyfriend. It caught me off guard a bit. I forgot that he did. The entire time we were hanging out he never mentioned him. I had completely forgot he had one until now. I smiled and walked away. But I was mad. I am falling for this guy who has a "boyfriend" who he never speaks about, never mentions and never makes an effort to call or see. There were a few times I was with him for literally 24hrs and he never made any attempt to call or see his boyfriend.

Well, Cam had a presentation for school and invited me to go. I went with a friend because I didn't want to be alone. Well, I know what Cam's boyfriend's name is (starts w/a B) because he's told me. But never knew what he looked like. I was talking to my friend when I heard someone in front of me say,"B you're so sweet to come and support Cameron." I immediately knew THAT was the boyfriend. I looked to get a good look at him. I saw him...he looks like a lesbian. I pointed him out to my friend. We both looked at each other and couldn't believe that was him. The presentation was over. I was trying to make my way to Cam. B was walking in front of me and walked up to Cam. Told him he couldn't stay longer and had to go. Cam barely looked at him and just said, "Thanks for coming B. I'll call you later." B just said "Ok" and walked right by him. I thought that was strange? I called out to Cam and he looked up, smiled and shook my hand. Saying it was a good to see me. We talked for bit. He told me to meet him at his place in an hour for drinks. I said that was fine. About an hour later I were at his place (Which he shares with another dude. He has a roommate. An older gay guy) and he invited a few friends over. We all just hung out and had a good time. I asked him if his boyfriend B was at the presentation. I described him and Cam said that was him. I was relieved and shocked to know who it was. Atleast I could put a face to the name but he didn't look like someone Cam would date. But than again everyone has their own taste. We all talked, laughed and had drinks and the entire night he never made any attempt to call or contact B in anyway, shape or form. Which I also found odd. I was really tired by 2am and decided to fall asleep in Cam's room. About an hour later Cam came in and told me everyone had left. He laid next to me. We both fell asleep right away. I woke up in the morning with him on his back with his legs open and one leg over mine and my hand was on his inner thigh. I moved my hand away for a bit than put it back. This time I rub his thigh and he moved a little. He lifted his arm around his eyes but didn't move his leg. A minute later he turned his head away from me. I moved my hand over his crotch. (He was wearing shorts and I was in my jeans) Needless to say he was hard. I played with his cock through his shorts for a few minutes. Than I started to undo his cargo shorts...and they're button fly.Took me about five minutes to get them undone. (I was usuing one hand. It's hard enough sometimes with two hands, let alone one) I finally got them open. I pulled his cock out and slowly played with him for a while. Than, I moved closer to suck it but he than "woke up" and held my head. He whispered "No, Jasen. I have a boyfriend remember.". I smiled and went for it again. He still held my head and repeated himself. I laid back on the bed but my hand was still in his shorts. I thought, NOW he has a boyfriend? He didn't seem to have one the other night when he had my legs wrapped around his waist and his cock buried in me filling me up with his cum. I stroked him for about five more minutes than stopped. I turned around and fell asleep for a few more hours. Finally, we both woke up. We laid there and talked a few. I was looking at my Twitter feed and reading them  out load. But than I read this one out loud, "Male: I groped my best friends's boner while he was sleeping...he woke up. We aren't best friends anymore.". Cam just looked at me and asked if that was a real tweet or I just made it up. I showed him my phone to prove it was an actual tweet. He laughed and thought I was talking about what happened with us. I asked him what he was talking about. He said because he wakes up and I'm trying to give him head. I gave him a confused look. He than repeated "What?! I wake up to my cock in your hand and about to go in your mouth if I hadn't stop you. Like I said I have a boyfriend and can't be doing that. Now c'mon lets get some coffee or something.". He gets up and starts pulling up and buttoning his shorts and walks out to the kitchen. I started thinking about what he said. Wait a minute! His cargo shorts were button fly? How could he not "wake up" while I was undoing them? I was tugging on his shorts for like five minutes. And that didn't wake him up? And me slowly moving to suck his cock did? BULLSHIT! But whatever...I just rolled my eyes up and followed him but I still had questions.
"Well, than why isn't he here with you? Where is B?"
"Well, here's the deal Jase. B and I are together but we're not. We really haven't been a couple for a few weeks now."
"Than why are you still with him? Why say you're in a relationship or that you have a boyfriend when you act like you don't?"
"Only with you, Jase."
"What does that mean?"
"It means that I like you. I really like you. I hope you don't think I don't take relationships seriously. I know that B and I aren't going to last very much longer. I give it a month maybe a month and a half at the most before we break up."
"Than why put up with it? Just end it."
"I can't. We've been together for three and a half years. He's done a lot for me. I don't want to hurt him. I'm waiting to let him do it."
"That's a shitty thing to do because you don't want to be the bad guy. So, in other words...we're just friends?"
"Do you just want to be friends?"
"I would like more. You know I like you too but I think in the current situation, friends is the best thing for us. Just friends."
"Ok...just friends."
"Ok...just friends"
Well, neither one of us kept to that promise.
(Even though I don't mention it Cam and I were having sex about every other day)

Earlier during the week we decided to join 24 hour Fitness. This way we could be our own motivators. It was going well. We were going everyday just about. He would drive to my place and than we would leave in my jeep or sometimes he would pick me up. Just depending what we had going on or how much gas we had? We were about to go work out when my girl S called about wanting to watch the midnight showing of Green Lantern. I told her I would try to find some tickets for us. I hung up and got online. Cam asked what I was doing. I told him I was looking for tickets. I asked if he wanted to go. He said he did. I was able to get three tickets for us. We than left to go work out. Afterwards Cam left for work and I told S that Cam was coming with us. She wasn't too happy about it because of what he done that weekend she first met him. But she agreed to give him another chance. Perhaps it was just one of those things that happen. Later that night S and I hung out while Cam was at work. S picked me up because I took my jeep in to get a look at. It was making a funny sound. Around 10pm he called me. He asked what i was doing? I told him that I was at home. I had Cam on speaker which he didn't know about. S was listening...
"Hey, Jase are you home?"
"Yea, what's going on?"
"Nothing. We're going tomorrow to go work out, right?"
"Yes, as far as I know of. What time did you want to meet in the morning?"
" I want to go after class. I guess around 11ish?"
"No, I have to be at work at. noon."
"Well, maybe you can take the bus and meet me there and we could save some time?"
"NO, because I have to be at work at noon. There's no way that is gonna work."
"Well, maybe S (my girl) can take you? Either way you should get your jeep back in a few days. I guess we can start working out again after that? But We'll have to work something out because I am spending too much gas traveling sometimes to and your place and the gym."
"What?! Now, you tell me this? I asked you if you were cool with driving us to the gym. And possibly taking me to work and picking me up depending on the time. You said yes!"
S was staring at me like what an asshole! I couldn't believe this was coming from Cam. I mouth the words..."He's never been like this?"
"Well, I'm just saying because I'll driving to your place or to your job. Than go to the gym and than back to drop you off. I just don't have much gas. I am just thinking what I am gonna do..."
S is making faces at me and motioning me to hang up. At one point she almost hung up the phone for me.
"Is that the point?! You want gas money? Fine I'll give you money every time you come to my place or meet me anywhere!"
"No, Jase that's not what I am saying."
"That's what it sounds like to me! And don't worry I'll give you gas money tomorrow for your trip to the movie theater for Green Lantern."
"Jase, no! You get out at 9pm. I'll pick you up from work we'll go home so you can change and we'll leave from there. Ok?"
"No, I don't want you using any gas on me. I'll get S to come pick me up. Don't worry about it."
"Jase...ok. It looks like we're not going to get anything resolved right now. Either way I have to get back to B. How about I let you go and we'll talk more tomorrow...ok?"
"That's fine...bye"
I hung up with him and S looked at me..."Oh. no! It's to let him go...NOW!"
"He's with B and he's arguing with me on the phone?! WTF?!?!" The rest of the night S kept going on about how she had a "weird" feeling about him since the first night she met him. How much of an ass he sounds like and it's time for me to think about someone else. I was totally agreeing with her at this point. I was so mad I made a martini which quickly turned to four or five? Needles to say I was drunk. I went to work the next day a tad hungover. I was there for about 40 minutes when one of the girl called me and told me to come upfront.
I walked up front and guess who was at the register waiting for me...Cam.
"Can I talk to you, please?"
"Hey, J I'm gonna step outside for a few, ok?" She looked at me and than at Cam and back at me and just smiled. "Ok, I'll cover for you."
"Thanks." We walked out and started walking to his car.
"I'm really sorry about last night. I shouldn't have said what I said to you. I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have said some of the things I said."
"Well, B broke it off with me last night. That's the reason why I was upset. As soon as he told me I called you. I guess it pissed me off more than I thought it would?"
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be sorry about it."
"That's right, I thought you were expecting it already?'
"I was but just the way he did it pissed me off. I was already worried about my gas. He made me drive to his place which is about half way across town. Just to tell me he wanted to break it off. I got so mad. I told him why couldn't he tell me that before driving over. He said he wanted to have sex too."
I busted out laughing.
"Did you?"
"I would've had the sex first and than broke it off."
"Thanks Jase."
Cam says he didn't have sex with B that night after they break up.Looking back on it now I don't know if I believe he didn't?
"Well, I just wanted to say I am sorry about last night. I will pick you up at 9pm. We will go to your place, you can change and than we'll go to the movies, deal? You still are getting out at 9pm?".
"Yes, I am...and deal."
We both smiled at each other. We hugged each other. He drove off  and I went back inside. I soon saw everyone looking through the glass. Through out the day Cam asked and made sure I was getting out at 9pm. I told him I was and I would be waiting for him. S asked what time we were meeting. I told her Cam is coming for me at 9pm. Should be there around 9:30pm the latest. Well, around 8:50pm I get a text from a number I didn't know.

Hey, Jase it's Cam. I have to run an errand. I'll be 20 min late.
Ok, I'll be inside. Just come look for me.

I was talking to one of the girls when I looked at my watch. It was 9:40pm. About a minute or two later cam walks in.
"Where have you been? It's 9:40 and I thought you said only 20 minutes?"
"I'm sorry. I lost track of time."
"What did you go do?"
" Ran into a friend. Had to go pick them up."
Just than S called asking where we were. I told her that Cam was running late. He just picked me up and we should be there in 30 minutes. I could tell by the tone of her voice, she was not happy. I ran in, showered and changed in record time. We made it to the theater. I looked for S and she was waiting by the door. We walked in and she didn't say a word to me. After a few minutes she calmed down. She talked to me but not a word to Cam. She didn't care much for him to begin with. This was not helping. I was in the middle of them both trying to talk to them both. It was very awkward...
After the movie Cam and I went back to my place. We talked for a bit and we fell asleep. The in the morning I woke up because I heard him talking to someone. I walked into the living room and he was on the phone. I walked back into my room. A few minutes later he walks in and sits next to me.
"My dad wants me to go see him this weekend. He wants me to leave tonight after work."
"Ok,,," Why is he telling me in a way that sounds like he's asking for permission. I guess maybe because a few weeks back he started referring to him and myself as "us" or "we". And he did say that we had a funny and interesting "relationship".
"Well, I wanna go out tonight before I leave. Can we?"
"Yea, sounds like fun. Let's! What time are you out?
 of work?"
"I don't know? I guess whatever time they decide to let me go.
"Ok, well I'll be here."
He smiled and and than shortly left for work. I felt like a "housewife". I had my iTunes on while I was doing my laundry, washing my dishes and cleaning my apartment. I was listening to music like Adele, Duffy, Sade and Diana Krall. I'm like WTF? I decided to go work out at the gym and swim a bit. But I was alone the entire time. I usually call people to do stuff like this with. Than I realized...Cam is the one I usually do this stuff with. Did this mean that since he was at work I didn't want to go with anyone else. I freaked out a bit and called my good friend, E. I told him everything. He said the impossible had happen. Someone domesticated me. I told him to shut the fuck up because I told him how I felt like a housewife earlier. He said that just confirmed it. He asked if I was going out or if MY husband and I had plans. I told him I was going out...with Cam. He laughed again and asked if we would mine another person. I told him to shut it and come over later. I got dressed and E showed up around 9ish. About 15 minutes later Cam showed up with bags of food. I asked what all this was. He said he brought us dinner from the restaurant. I introduced him to E and told him that he was coming out with us. He went to go change and than H and S called asking if we had left yet. I told him we hadn't because Cam just got out of work and was changing. He asked if he they could drop by because it was still early. I told him it was fine. H and S showed up we all had a few drinks and than decided to leave. We were having a good time but for some reason I couldn't get what Cam had told me the day earlier out of my head. Well, his explanation of why he was so late the other day. I guess it was the alcohol but I decided to ask once again.
"Why were you late again yesterday?
"I was with A."
"Who's A? I don't think I met A?"
"I told you who he was. I even showed you his picture."
"You did?"
H pulled out his phone and opened his Facebook app. He pulled up a picture of him. H and S looked also. And immediately knew who it was. He was a guy That Cam had fucked around with.
"He's flexible." H said.
"OH, YEA!" Cam said nodding and with a slight grin.
"Oh, so you were late because you were busy fucking. Very nice, Cam." I snapped at him and walked off. I heard Cam call my name a few times and took a few steps to follow me but I walked off to the restroom. I actually had to go. I came back and I saw everyone but Cam. I asked where he was and H pointed to him standing by the wall. I walked over to him.
"What are you doing over here? Everyone is over there."
"Yea, but some one is mad at me at this moment."
"You think Cam? How can I not be mad? I was at work waiting for you for forty minutes because you said were running an "errand" with a friend. When you were actually fucking! Of, course I'm mad!"
"I didn't I had to explain to you what I was doing? We agreed to just be friends"
"Yes, we did . You don't have to explain anything to me. You could have just been honest with me. That's all I'm asking of you. If you wanted to go fuck someone that's fine. You just could have said that instead of having me wait for you. I could have gotten a ride home with someone and just waited for you there until you were finish."
"I'm sorry, Jase. I just didn't want you to get the wrong idea or think differently of me. I didn't want to be mean."
"Mean? If you were mean by making me wait for you. So, we ended being late to the theater. And S was mad the entire time for arriving late and making her wait!"
"I'm sorry! I won't do it again."
"Really? What am I suppose to think now whenever you're running late?"
"What? You're not gonna trust me anymore?"
"How can I? What do you think is gonna pop in my head every time you tell me that you're running late."
"I'm sorry, ok! If you want I'll make you my first priority! You'll come first to anything or anyone else from now on!"
"Cam, I'm not asking you to do that. I'm not asking you to make me your first priority but if you say your gonna do something, than do it. Don't be telling me all day you're gonna pick me up and than at the last minute you text me, from the other dudes phone to tell me that you are running late!"
"I'm sorry"
"Just be honest with me. That's all, ok."
For a good long while Cam and I were fine. We talked, joked around and enjoyed ourselves. We decided to go to another club.We were there for about an hour. We danced had a blast. Than We decided to leave. I was following everyone but it was so crowded that I became separated from everyone. I went around the club once. Just when I was at the exit I see someone walk by me...its was A. (The reason why Cam was late the day before.) And all my anger just rushed back to me. Just at that second I hear someone call my name. I looked to the door and it was Cam. He waved his arms and called me over. I walked over to him.
"What happened to you Jase? You got lost?"
"No you left me behind."
"No you were right behind us and I guess we got separated?"
"I saw your little friend. Did you?"
"Is that why you lost me?" I know at this point I know I was being stupid. I waoth out for blood. s just picking at him. But I had to unleash. Having alcohol in my system, being angry and half Puerto Rican...aren't a good combination. I started lashing out.
"I didn't loose you! You got separated from us that's all."
"You were probably talking to your friend that's why you lost me."
"NO...I was looking for you this entire time."
"Whatever!" And I walked pass him.
"DAMN IT JASEN! How many time do I have to apologize to you? I'M FUCKING SORRY!"
We walked from the club to the parking garage fighting and screaming at each other the entire time. E was ta the car waiting for us. We started walking down into the garage.
"I don't know why you're being such an ass about all this? I told I was sorry!"
"Yea. what if I didn't say anything? Would you have said something to me?"
I turned around and started walking back up. I call H and told him I am going to need a ride home. He asked what happened. I told him I didn't want to talk about it. But if he could pick me up at the garage. He told me he was on his way. Just as I hung up, Cam pulls up.
"Get in the car Jasen."
"Get in the fucking car!"
I walked up and got sat in the back seat. The entire ride we drove in silence to my apartment. We pulled up to my building and we all got out. Cam and I walk upto each other and just stare at each other.
"Jase, don't get so close to me right now. I'm fucking pissed off and if you get so close I'm gonna hit you!"
"Than do it! I'm not moving."
"Jase...MOVE!" At that moment I saw an anger that frighten me. I had seen it before in one of my ex's. Needless to say that relationship wasn't a good one. I stepped back. E got between us and tried to push us apart. In his drunken state he still tried to be the voice of reason.
"Please don't fight. Don't fight." I grabbed E by the waist and kissed his cheek.
"Please go inside. We're not gonna fight."
"Please don't fight..."
"E, I promise we won't. Please go in." Than Cam kissed his cheek and repeated what I said.
"E, I promise we won't. Please go in. Look There's Jasen's balcony. Go in and you can see us from there."
E agreed and left upstairs.
"I'm sorry Cam. Didn't mean to act like I did."
"No! You can't say I'm sorry. Sorry isn't going to cut it. Not right now. Not tonight."
"I'm sorry!"
"No, you have to say something else. I am so mad at you. I can barely talk to you. I don't even want to look at you right now! You have to tell me something else or I'm leaving and walking away from all THIS right now." I leaned into him and wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist.
"I...love...you, Cameron." His face did a complete 180* and he smiled from ear to ear.
"I love you too Jasen."
Just at that moment E was at my balcony and screamed,"YOO-HOO! I see you!" We both laughed and leaned our heads into each other. We kissed and while we were kissing he picked me up and spun me around and sat me down on his car. He leaned into me and kissed me passionately. 

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Army guy

This is J. We got together early this morning. I met him online about a year ago. He's an Army guy from Killeen. I met him on line through Craigslist. He had an ad up looking for a lady to have some fun with. But convinced him to use my gloryhole. He sent me an email telling me he was in town for the morning and was wondering if I was free. He just wanted a quick nut. He asked if I could put up the gloryhole. I told him that was fine and he arrived in about 15 minutes. I grabbed his cock through his fatigues. He was already getting hard. He had a huge cock and I couldn't wait to get my lips on it. He undid his pants and pulled then down with his underwear. His cock just popped out. I grabbed it with my hand. It was so warm and hard. I licked the tip of his cock and I slowly wrapped my lips around it. I gently sucked the head of it and moved my tongue around it. I slowly sucked his cock taking a little more down my throat each time i swallowed it. He was loving it. I loved hearing him moan and breathing deeply. I grabbed his thighs and slowly took his cock all the way down my throat. He moaned and grabbed the back of my head and held it the. He moved his hips around and I could feel his cock swirling around my throat. I gagged after a bit and pulled my self of it. "That's it." He said. As he grabbed my head and forced it down his cock again. This time I kept it down my throat the longest I could. He was loving it. I felt him grab the side of my head with both hands and slowly start fucking my face. I grabbed his ass and he kept sliding his cock in and out of my mouth. I told him how much I loved his cock. How I wished he would fuck me again. He pulled me up and moved the curtain a side and walked in. He told me to get on my knees and keep sucking. I did. He grabbed my shoulders and started to fuck my mouth. I grabbed his balls with one hand was jerking off with the other. After a few minutes of me slobbering over his cock he pushed me off and told me to get on all fours. I did as he asked me to. I felt him rubbing his cock against my ass. I felt the tip rubbing my hole. After a bit he started sliding his cock between my cheeks. It felt so good, I moaned a little. "You like that don't you?" I moaned a yes. He than leaned forward and spit on my hole twice. I felt him smear it with the head of his cock. Than I felt the head move in. I let out a moan. I told him it hurt a bit. I slowly moved back on to his cock. I was trying to get used to it. I kept moving back and forth. "That's it. Fuck yourself on it." I slowly fucked my self on his cock. I love the way his cock felt in me. I started squeezing my ass on him. "Shit! I'm not gonna last very long with that." J said while he grabbed my hips. I knew he was close now. He started fucking me in long slow thrusts. He started thrusting a little faster but they were still long thrust. He started moaning a little louder and breathing deeper. Than he gave me one final thrust and I felt his cock shooting in me. He thrust into me again and he let out another loud moan. He just kept holding on to me by my hips and kept his cock buried in me. He finally pulled out and I felt his cum sliding down my inner thigh. He stood up and went into the bathroom to clean up. I pulled up my boxers and J came out of the bathroom. He smiled and said thanks. He would hit me up again when he was in town.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Frat guy I met at a party

* Just to clarify his name starts with and I. So, as you read this and it looks and reads weird. It's not. When you see I, I am not always referring to myself.*

Like three weekends ago I was invited to a frat party by some friends. We arrived around 10:45pm. I had gotten out of work kinda late but still early enough to go. I knew a lot of the people at the party but as all frat parties go, alot people always show up. I met this couple. E and I. She was a little tipsy and really funny. I actually met I in the kitchen. I was fixing my self a Long Island. He asked what I was making. I told him and he wanted one too. He asked if I was a bartender. I told him I was a self made bartender. And in true frat guy fashion he was all over me. Not in a sexual sort of way but as in a "I like you! You're fucking awesome!". I had lost my friends but I took me to go meet E. We talked and hung out almost all night. I dance with both of them. Of course no one cared because everyone was drunk off their asses. While we were all talking E asked if I was gay because I reminder her of her little brother who was. I told her I was and E she screamed "I knew it!" and hugged me. The three of us exchanged numbers and decided to hang out soon. I ran into my friends and they had made friends of their own. Around midnight E was throwing up in the bathroom. And like a good boyfriend I was by her side. E's friends showed up and said they would take care of her for a bit. I and myself went to grab another beer. We did a tequila shot and he went to go check on E. He came back and told me that E was going home and he was heading to 6th street with some friends. I said good bye to them both. I hung out with my friends and the friends they made the rest of the night. Around 1:30am we were all ready to leave. We were all saying our good-byes and getting numbers when I ran into I. He was looking for some of his friends. The ones he left with had disappeared and he didn't know where they had gone. He was hoping some of his other buds were there to catch a ride with. He asked if I could give him a ride back home but I told him I had ridden with some friends. He was pist off but not at me. I told him to call his friends but he didn't have his mobile phone. He left it in his friends car and he didn't know they're number by memory. He said he walked from 6th street to the party. I told him we were going to J's place to party a little more and he was welcome to come if he didn't have a place to go. I could take him home in the morning if he wanted. He agreed to come over and hang out with us. We arrived at the condo and I started bartending right away. I made shots and drinks for everyone, After an hour or so we were all relaxing and just talking about everything. Around 4am some of J's friends were leaving and we were going to bed. She said I could have the spare room if I wanted to. I went to the room and I walked in asking if he could crash on the bed too. I told him I didn't care. I really didn't because I was kinda buzzed and really tired.  I told I that I slept in my underwear. He said the same. We undressed and climbed into bed. He made fun of my Batman briefs but it was all friendly banter. I passed out almost immediately. I woke around an hour later because I felt something, someone against me. It was I up against me, spooning me. Had his arms around me and his crotch up against my ass. I would't have thought much but he was rock hard and he kept grinding against me. I actually ignored it for a few but he kept doing it. I turned around slowly and we were facing each other. I touched his chest and ran my hand down to his abs and his waist. If he wakes up I can blame it on "I was asleep.". I reached his waistband and atleast 2 inches of his cock was sticking out. I slowly reached in and touched his cock. He let out a soft moan and I rubbed my thumb around the head. He was already precuming. When I did this he leaned his head into my chest but kept his eyes closed. I did it for a good while. He turn around on his back but my hand was still on his cock. I continued to play and slowly stroke his cock. I got under the sheets and laid my head on his stomach. He slowly fucked my hand and called out E's name. I replaced my hand with my mouth and he continued to slowly fuck it. I was so rock hard from sucking his cock I could've cum just by touching myself. He started moaning and kept slowly fucking. My head was under the sheets, so I couldn't tell if he was still "asleep" or awake? But I loved feeling his cock sliding between my lips. I gently and lightly sucked his cock. I twirled my tongue around the head and I could taste the precum. I loved the way he tasted. I than felt his hand on my head over the blanket. He was holding my head while he continued to slowly fuck my mouth. "Oh, my God E you're sucking my cock so good. Let me fuck you please." I whispered. I thought to myself ."Does he really think I am E? He has to be fucking joking?". I kept sucking his cock for a bit longer. I kept slowly fucking my mouth for a bit longer. I let off his cock and pulled the sheets off to look at I. He opened his eyes and was surprise. He freaked out a bit. Asked what was I doing. I told him I was sucking his cock. "But what? Why? I'm not gay? I thought you were E" I told me while he was sitting up in the bed. "Sshhh, I you're gonna wake everyone up. I only did it because you were rubbing up and spooning me. I didn't think much of it but you kept doing it more. You were rock hard and what else was I was suppose to think or do?" I told I. But the thing is, during the whole time we were talking my hand was still on his cock. He was sitting up, drunk, his underwear around his thighs and ROCK hard in my hand. I slowly stroked it. "Quit it J." He said as he tried to move my hand off his cock. I would've stopped but when he tried to move my hand, he really wasn't putting much effort into it. So, I decided to keep going. I kept stroking his cock and lean forward to lick his nipple. As soon as I licked his nipple he let out a soft moan. I gently licked his nipple and swirled my tongue around it. I gave it a gentle bite. I softly kissed and licked him from his nipple down his stomach, along his trail to his cock. I licked the head of the cock which was covered with precum. When I did this he let out a gasp. I told him to be quieter because everyone was asleep. He didn't say anything. Just kept his eyes closed while I licked his cock. I lightly sucked it with my mouth. I teased the head with my tongue while I sucked it. I slowly went all the way down on his cock. I deepthroated him and he let out a moan. I kept sucking his cock. I sucked it from the tip to the base. Slowly going all the way down until his pubes were up against my nose. I licked the head and swirled it with my tongue. I licked his cock all the way down to the base. I pulled balls up and licked them. Than, I slowly took one in my mouth. I licked and gently pulled them. I could tell he was loving it because he was letting out small soft moans. I went back to  sucking. He had a drop of precum on the tip. I licked it off and it tasted so good. I was so horny at this point. My cock was rock hard. I licked his stomach and moved to his nipples. I licked his left nipple and gently nibbled on it. I slowly pulled my briefs off. I climbed on top of him. He tried to move but I told him to stay still. I licked his neck and ears. I pulled my ass cheeks open and moved my hole up against his cock. I moved my hips and my hole rubbed against cock. "No, wait!" He said. "I thought you wanted to fuck?" "Yes...but."
I kept rubbing my ass against his cock. He stopped protesting and just leaned his head back. I grabbed his cock and pointed the head against my hole. I put some spit on fingers and than rubbed it on my hole. I leaned back and the head popped in. As soon as the head popped in he let out a loud moan. I slowly moved back and forth to get his cock in me. I finally was able to get it all in me. I leaned back and slowly moved my hips. I wanted him to love it. I squeezed my ass on his cock while I fucked myself on his cock. I slowly did this for a while. But I was determined to get him off and have him like it. Next thing he moves forward and pulls me off and pushes me on the bed. I thought for sure he was gonna run out the room. But he moves forward lifts my right leg and puts it over his shoulder. Grabs his cock and with one thrust he shoves his cock all the way in me. I actually screamed into the covers. It hurt but felt good at the same time. He grabbed my leg and he started slamming into me. I was trying not make any noise because I didn't want anyone to hear us. But I realized he still had his eyes closed. I think he had them closed the entire time we were messing around? He was moaning loudly and the bed was making noise too. I figured if he didn't care who heard, why should I? I was grabbing to the side of the bed while he fucked me hard. He fucked me for a bit longer. He pulled out and than he turned me on my stomach. Grabbed my hips put his right foot on the bed. Grabbed my hips and pulled me towards him. I was in a doggy style position now. I felt him put the head of his cock on my hole and slammed into me again. This time he just pounded into me. I was moaning into the bed and was bitting the sheets. I started squeezing his cock with my ass. "Fuck yea! That's it. I'm gonna cum!" he said. He fucked me for about 30 seconds more. He just kept slamming into me. By this time I was sure everyone was awake and was hearing us fuck. "I'm gonna cum!" he moaned loudly. I felt his cock start shooting inside of me. With each pounding thrust I could feel him cuming in me. He was moaning and sighing as he pulled me onto his cock. He slowed down a bit but still slowly fucked me. He would pull most of his cock out except the head and than slide all the way back in. He did this for a few seconds. I'm gonna fucking cum again!" He moaned loudly. He still slowly fucked me but I felt his cock start twitching in me. He started moaning and repeating,"Oh my God...oh, my God!" he collapsed on top of me. I laid on my stomach. I could hear him breathing heavily in my ear. I felt his cock get soft and pop out of my ass. When it did I heard him gasp a little. He got off of me and turned on his back. We both fell asleep a few minutes later. I woke up in the morning and he was gone already. I looked around and all his stuff was gone. I still had a raging hard on. I jerked off and than got dressed. Needless to say I had alot of explaining to do. Everyone heard us. I told them all over brunch.
About a week later I was on campus and I came up to me. He grabbed my shirt and pulled me aside. It kinda freaked me out because he looked mad. I asked what was wrong. "What happened the other night?" "Well, we kinda..." "I know what we did!" he yelled at me. "It's only because we were drunk and I was thinking of E. That's the only reason why that happened. I am not gay! We can be friends because E likes you but don't think this will ever happened again." he said as he let go of me. He walked away immediately. He turned around and looked at me but didn't really give me any type of expression. I fixed my shirt and walked to library thinking...why does this shit only happen to me?

*These pictures were from the party. My friend took them and I asked for copies.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

UT buddy

This is my friend M from UT I met not long ago. We met through my friend S and I always thought he was really cute. We hit it off right away and hung out alot. He became my "movie" buddy. We've flirted with each other but nothing really has come of it. I told S (one of my gal pals) during happy hour that I thought he was really cute. She giggled and told me that she's seen me flirting with him. I told her it was just harmless fun and he went along with it too. She told me that she had hooked up with him and he had a huge cock. That intrigued me. So, I decided from that moment on I wanted to see "it" for myself. I decided to actually step up my flirting and see how I could get into his pants. Every time we hung out we always ended talking about sex. I know he's straight for the most part because he would tell me about all the girls he would talk to. He would even tell me stories about them. We went back to my apartment to hang out. We started talking about sex like we always do. We started getting into more details about what we like doing sexually. I told him how much I love giving head. He said he's never been able to cum with just someone sucking him off. He usually has to jerk off and than let them suck it when he cums or just jerk off. I told him that I've never really had that type of problem. He laughed and smiled. He asked if I was that good. I told him I've been giving head since I was 13yrs old. I had plenty of practice. I told him I could show him someday if he wanted? He just smiled and gave me a small little grin. "I guess you could do that?" M said while he adjusted himself. "Really?" I was kinda surprised he was so forward to answer me. M just smiled, "Yea, I'm kinda easy that way.". I took it as my cue. I leaned over and grabbed his cock through his cargo shorts. He had a semi and from what S told me...she wasn't lying about the size. I grabbed his cock and got between his legs. I nibbled on it through his shorts. I could feel it getting harder in my hand. I undid his shorts and pulled them down. His cock automatically poked out through his boxers. He looked so hot sitting there with a helpless goofy lustful grin and a huge cock poking out waiting to be sucked. I immediately grabbed his cock and licked the head. He moaned softly and closed his eyes. I thought to myself, I'm gonna give him the best head of his life and make sure he gets off with just my mouth with no help from him. I began my "mission" to do so. I licked the head very lightly. I put my mouth on the head and gently sucked on it. Than I opened my mouth and softly sucked the rest of his cock. I started soft and slowly sucking his cock. Licking the head with my tongue the entire time. He was loving it. He would look at me every once in a while, while I sucked it. I squeezed his cock and a drop of precum gathered on the slit and swirled it around the head with my tongue. He grabbed me by the hair and moved my mouth off his cock. He grabbed his cock and squeezed more precum out of his cock. I stuck my tongue out and licked it. He slapped my mouth with his cock. He pushed me down on his cock and I started sucking it. I went all the way down on his cock. I deepthroated him. He let out a huge moan saying, "OH MY GOD!" and grabbed the back of my head and held me down on his cock. "No one has ever deepthroated me before. That was awesome." M said with just a huge surprise on his face. I decided to deepthraot him again. He let out a huge gasp. I stayed on his cock for about 10 seconds deepthraoting him the entire time. He was so turned on. His cock was so hard in my mouth. I again started slowly sucking his cock. Than gradually started sucking harder and adding more suction. I looked up at M and he had his eyes closed and mouth wide open. As I kept sucking him I felt his hands behind my head. I knew he was getting ready to blow. He started whispering and repeating "Oh, God." while he pushed my head down. That lasted about 30 seconds. "I'm gonna cum!" M yelled and he pushed my head all the way down his cock. I grabbed his hips and deepthroated him while he shoot a huge load down my throat. He was arching his back, leaning forward and his legs were twitching a bit. As soon as he calm down he was sweating and breathing heavily. I squeezed his cock and licked up the last few drops of his cum. He twitched some more while I did this. He finally opened his eyes and smiled at me. "WOW! I've never cum like that before. That was amazing.". I smiled at M. "I'm glad you liked it. Maybe you can let me do it again sometime? I would love to swallow another load." I told M while I was still sucking and licking his cock.  "Fuck yea! That was the best fucking head I've ever gotten. You're the only who has gotten me off like that. You think I'm gonna say no to letting you suck me off again? Fuck no. I could use it everyday. But Jasen I am 18 and if you keep sucking it, it won't go down.". We both laughed and I told M I would suck him off everyday if he let me. Well, I haven't sucked him off everyday but he did text me the next day wanting to drop by for a quick nut. I've sucked him off a few times since than. I don't know if I should tell S? She hasn't asked me about him but I haven't told her yet. Maybe over happy hour again?

I got the cock picture from him the last time I sucked him. I told him I didn't know if I had time to. I was running late for work. He text me the picture, saying this is what he had for me. Love how forward he is.

Straight guy who just wanted a straight bud to j/o with (Part 3)

Hey, you guys. Sorry, I haven't written lately. Doesn't mean I haven't done anything or messed around with any of these guys. But nothing really I think has been blog worthy. J and I have gotten together a few more times since the last time I posted. But nothing really more than him jerking off or I help him with it. But it just hasn't felt right to make a move. J called me last week and asked what I had planned for the evening. I told him I was at UT until 6pm because I was studying with some friends in the library. He asked if I wanted to hang out and grab a beer. He's girlfriend is out of town for a few days and he just wanted to relax and kick back. I told him I would meet him at a bar but he wanted to meet at his place later on. I went home worked out and freshen up. I met him at his place around 8:30pm. We sat on his couch had some beers, talked and caught up on everything going on. He asked again if my "girlfriend" wanted to try the 3some. I finally told him that she was down for it because he always ask everytime I see him. He got really excited. He asked me when we could all get together? I told him I wasn't sure because our schedules are always so hectic. He told me how glad he was we met. He went on and on about how excited he was. How much he really wanted this. How he was looking for someone to share it with because his girl wouldn't do it. How he was really excited to try "new" things. I told him I was really excited and couldn't wait either. He asked me what all I wanted to do. I told him I wanted us to have a few drinks first to relax. I wanted to make out and just go slowly and just move my hands over everyone. I wanted to kiss, lick and suck every inch of them both. He smiled and told me that was really hot. By this time we were both buzzed and he was getting turned on. I asked him what he wanted. He said he wanted the same. He told me that he watched a bi porn to get used to the idea of another guy. I asked him how he liked it. He said he really got into it. He couldn't wait until we tried it. He liked how much the actors were into it. He hopes the three of us will be also. I told him I sure will be. He laughed and asked if I wanted to see the bi porn he told me about. I told him I did and asked if he had any lube.He smiled at me and went into his room to grab it. He put on the porn and sat down with the lube and towels. We watched it and I could see he was hard from the moment he put the porn on. We were both rock hard and rubbing our cock through shorts. J was really into the porn and I was really into him. We both took off our shorts. I had no underwear on but he was wearing boxerbriefs. He slowly stroked his cock.though his underwear. I told him he should take them off. He pulled them off and asked if I had the lube. I handed him the lube but when I handed it to him I brushed the head of his cock with my hand. He grabbed the lube but just put it next to him. He stroked his cock while watching the porn. After a while he leaned forward to pull his shirt off. I leaned over and grabbed the lube. I poured some on my hand and than leaned over and poured a little on his cock. Than I grabbed his cock and started stroking it slowly with my hand. He moaned leaned his head back and closed his eyes. I was pretty much laying on my side on the couch while I stroked him. I stroked his cock with my hand slowly teasing the head. I made long twisting motions and stroked his cock up and down. I loved how he would gently moan and sigh while I did this. I could tell he was really into it. Every once in a while he would look down at my hand while I stroked him. I would go slow and speed up and slow down again. I would squeeze his cock from the base to see his precum collect on the tip of his cock. Than I would roll it around with my thumb all over his head. He than slowly started to fuck my hand. I squeezed his cock a little more and he loved it. He moaned while he did it. Loved seeing his hips move back and forth while he fucked it. I guess because I was a little buzzed and he was so into fucking my hand but than I did something I saw in a porno. While he fucked my hand slowly I licked the tip of his cock when it popped up. As soon as I did that he gasped. But he didn't stop. He pumped his hips even slower. I didn't move my hand or mouth. He looked at me but was really looking at his cock fucking my hand and teasing my tongue. Than he lean back again and closed his eyes. I moved my mouth over his cock the next time he pushed it through my hand. He let out a loud moan but kept his eyes closed. I than work on his cock with my mouth. I slowly and lightly sucked his cock. I licked the head and I could taste his precumdeepthroated his cock and he just let out a loud sigh. I would add some light suction while I sucked him. J than whispered, " I can't wait for our 3some. I don't know if you would let me but I would love to have you and your girl take turns riding me.Maybe I can eat her out while you ride me. That would be amazing." I couldn't believe what he was saying. I just barely was able to suck his cock and now he's saying he wants to fuck me too. I licked his cock a little more. I grabbed the lube and poured more of it on his cock. I stood up and leaned over and asked him if how he wanted my girlfriend and I. He said he described how he wanted her to sit on his face while I lowered myself on him. He loves anal but his girlfriend doesn't like care to much for it. He sat on the sofa and I climbed on top of him. I leaned over and told him how I was gonna ride him while he ate out my girlfriend. I was rubbing his cock between my ass cheeks. I loved the way his cock would slide back and forth and rub my hole. "Maybe we should stop this. Wait until she's here with us." J said . He had his eyes closed, mouth open and breathing heavily. "I just want to make sure we are comfortable with each other and nothing is gonna make us uncomfortable." I told J as I leaned back a bit. In doing that I felt the head of his cock poke my hole and I moved my ass to let it pop in. When the head of his cock popped in he let out an "OH MY GOD!". I slowly slide back and forth on his cock while he just moaned with his head leaned back. His arms were spread on the couch and I rode him slowly. He didn't say a word. He just kept his eyes closed, kept breathing deeply and didn't touch me. I moved my hips slowly feeling his cock in me. I would grip his cock with my ass. I would clench down on his cock while I rode him. Than in less than five minutes I heard him breathing heavier and moaning. I sat all the way down and I felt his cock start twitching. He didn't say a word. Just by the time he finished cuming, he was breathing as if he had run a mile. My cock was leaking precum all over his stomach. I would've jerked off but didn't know how he would react to this. I got up and felt his cock slide out of me. I looked at him but he still had his eyes closed. His cock was covered in cum and he had it dripping down his shaft and balls. I went to the bathroom to clean up. When I came back he was in his room showering. I got dressed and waited for him. He came out in a towel. He than told me he was tired and was going to go to sleep. He was gonna cut the night short. I told him it was fine. I let myself out. As I drove home I wondered how crazy this entire situation was. I wonder what J was thinking at the moment about what happened. I text him the next day but he didn't respond. Actually, he hasn't text me or called me since it happened.